My wife's pissed at me and I guess I just need to vent. A buddy of mine came through last night, he had liquor and I fuckin drank. Almost 3 years sober. I got no one to blame but myself. My bands pissed at me, my wife is super pissed. I'm just dissapointed in myself. I'm stronger then that and I worked so fucking hard. This is a huge wake up call that maybe I should start going to meetings and gettin my inside head together. I donno. I feel like shit. I just have always been open about this with these boards so I figured I'd spill the beans here. Going to a meeting tomorrow. Can't get back into drinking full time. Sorry if anyone's mad at me for being a selfish piece of shit. I need to take this one chance I have and roll with it and let it be a lesson. I just wish I woulda talked to someone before I drank. Can't go in the past just looking forward.
maybe it's because I don't know how you are when you drink, but I dont see what the big deal is. I mean once in three years isnt a problem. Is it going to cause you to start getting drunk every night? Doesnt sound like it. Did you get so unruly that you started beating on your wife and friends when you were drunk? doesnt sound like it. So what's the big deal? Almost anything is okay in moderation. and once in three years is moderation.
He has been sober for three years after being an alcoholic for so long. You weren't here for. The withdrawals and him always being sick. If he hadn't been an alcoholic it wouldn't be a big deal but since he was I fully understand why his wife would feel let down and angry
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Yeah I get that he was an alcoholic, but he isnt now- so what's the big deal if he got drunk one night 3 years after he hasnt had a drop? Im not trying to be obtuse, or insensitive. I just really don't see what the big deal is. I mean if this night were to lead to him getting drunk every night again, then I'd get it. Just seems that after three years, there isnt much of a risk of that... right?
What the big deal is this has to be treated like any addiction. A person trying to stay clean from cocaine use slips up once. That could open the door for the entire addiction to start again. I know this is alcohol but the same standards apply in this particular situation I believe. He slipped and didn't just drink a little but a good amount and didn't want to stop at that time. That could be a problem in his case. He just needs to stop altogether and I'm sure he can after this
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it still was funny as fuck
I've drank everclear a few times in the past.......I just don't remember how it went.