I deserve to be called out. I been fighting this war with alcohol forever. I know what to do, I could have called anyone in my damn phone book and they would have picked me up and him out to get me out that sitch. I chose to fuckin not think and hurt my family and friends in the process. I'm sorry Dayna. I know I dissapointed a lot of people. I just gotta get real and grow the fuck up. Enough is enough I'm married and almost 30 years old. I hate that I have this shit, but millions of people conquer it weather it be through AA, church, family, I can do it too. I just have to put in the work and stop being a selfish faggot. Sorry family.
Thanks jay. Spent the day just telling all my close friends. I just want to be honest and move past this. Thanks for listening to me cry guys. Being able to come here and talk to different people's I've known for Christ what 5 years now? Is really cool. Happy I have this place.
Wrong place wrong time, hangin with the wrong people. I knew he was drunkin I coulda said leave or called someone to get picked up, I didn't do what I should have, just kinda swigged the bottle without even fuckin thinkin. Then the rest was it. I mean I knew I was getting trashed after the first sip. Then the stupid fight this morning and the mess of beer and the hangover. Not to mention how upset and shit my wife is. Def not worth it, but they say sometimes a slip is motivation to better yourself. I hope so!
everyone is different, one slip can be good for you to put you even more on track and one slip could fuck it all up againa. i think your the first one, this disease will never leave you till the day u die u gotta fight it everyday..it sucks but i know u can do it
Yeah lots of people dont like to consider addiction a disease but it is something you fight every day of your life no matter what you do to rid yourself of it, it will always be there telling you to do what you know you shouldn't. You just need the support behind you to win the battle day after day. It seems like you have the support, lots of people don't
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