Fuck man just had my first hardcore breakdown in like probably a month...went to turn the light on in my gma's old room and when I did the blankets looked just like the way she used to lay on her bed....my brain tricked me for like just a hair of a second and I thought she was alive...didn't hot me at first till I got in the shower and just lost it...still having a hard time not crying. Hopefully I can at least sleep. Gonna try and watch some funny shit on YouTube. I had been thinking I was over it till today. I'm sure I'll be fine tomorrow just probably had to let some emotion out.
Same exact scenario happened with me, except it was when my Grandpa passed. It sucks ass man, but its healthy to let that kind of emotion out. Try to get sleep and rest. Hang it with some friends. Call someone you haven't talked to in a while that you care about and talk to em. Shit helped me at least.
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my faggot friends were gonna go to the boston show yesterday but decided "it wasn't worth it"
looking like the next show I'll be able to go to is Chevelle when I get back from SD and then Deafheaven a couple weeks later
Or just do your own thing and go alone like I usually do
Same - I enjoy going alone.
Have a great time and just talk shit to random people
everybody on my fb just posted about the king diamond tour at the same time
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Gay
so happy my thumb is healed enough so i can play golf again
Havent in like 3 years
yeah boss gave me this laptop to use...its bad ass but i still prefer poverty mobile
odds that the guest is bianca :-?
know who I don't miss?
Bianca
Wonder if she's still dating the Neanderthal lmao
Fuck man just had my first hardcore breakdown in like probably a month...went to turn the light on in my gma's old room and when I did the blankets looked just like the way she used to lay on her bed....my brain tricked me for like just a hair of a second and I thought she was alive...didn't hot me at first till I got in the shower and just lost it...still having a hard time not crying. Hopefully I can at least sleep. Gonna try and watch some funny shit on YouTube. I had been thinking I was over it till today. I'm sure I'll be fine tomorrow just probably had to let some emotion out.
I'm alright...it just kinda all hit me at once