Goddamn I want MC to die. What a despicable piece of shit. I don't know why you pathetic motherfuckers continue to feed this bullshit day in and day out.
MC, I think you have a few solid/logical view points. You also have some view point that border on ridiculous. Unfortunately, those seem to lead your mind and the way you view things. Look dude. I just spent a couple weeks in an isolated hell of a mind set. Slowly over the course of a few years, I fell head over heels for a really good friend of mine. She knows it. I know it. It came to the point where a couple weeks ago I was losing sleep over this shit. I couldn't think about anything else and I started to not give a fuck about anything. I was a mess. She never led me on like the girl you and FF talk about, but I just couldn't see anything else or anyone else. I wanted that relationship to happen. But it wasn't that I couldn't see anything else-I didn't want to. When you fall that hard for someone and you're close for years, you feel like you'll never find someone as special. But you will. There are a lot of fuckers on this earth dude, odds are one of them is bound to like you. The idea that you'll never find another woman is ridiculous and it worsens an already broken mind frame. You're 21, man. It ain't over yet. I'm slowly starting to come back to reality. There's no point torturing myself over something thats not going to happen. You can't take the little slice of the world you've seen and use it as the blueprint for everywhere on Earth.
What would you say is worse. Deliberately leading someone on, or being so oblivious/unaware that you're leading someone on?
Deliberately leading someone on. If the person doesn't realize they're doing it, I can't imagine how they could feel bad about it or continue to do so.
It doesn't matter. I fully realize I'm too far gone, but I don't have the desire to change it. I understand that my mindset is part of the problem, at least as far as getting over her. But I stand by the rest that I said too. Even if I changed my mindset, I REALLY don't think another girl will ever be interested in me.
Plus, I just can't get myself to give a shit enough to try other girls either. So here I am.
On an internet forum consisting of the same 12 people with a 99% sausage ratio. Congratulations, I can see why you have no desire to try after such a fulfilling life achievement.
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Plus, I just can't get myself to give a shit enough to try other girls either. So here I am.