WakeOfAshesPosts: 21,665destroyer of motherfuckers
A year ago I took this class at the university and I wrote this 4 page paper. After I was done writing it I read through it again and was blown away by how intelligent and brilliant my work was. It was probably the single most important academic work I've ever done. I was incredibly proud of it and the professor of the class singled me out saying to the other students that they should read my work because it was genius. None of them did, and outside the professor I've never been able to share this with anyone because no one cared enough to read
i told my wife afterwards, after I received my grade- "would you please read this 4 page document I created? It's very important to me because I've never created anything as intellectually stimulating as this. It's original work and even if you don't understand all the science you will be should be able to appreciate the art in it"
she responded "no. I'm not reading that crap". It kinda hurt, but I didn't realize how much that hurt me until tonight
my ex that I've been talking to... She didn't study the same thing as me but she received a BS in economics and mathematics- I casually asked her if she'd be interested in reading something I wrote a year ago that I was proud about. She said of course so I sent it to her yesterday. She tells me today
"Joel, I am blown away by your work. I literally had no idea you were that you were capable of of that level of scientific writing. I especially loved how you discussed the various error rates of the algorithms you developed even though I don't understand the science behind them. And I think it was genius that your final solution used results from multiple classifiers. Was that in the scope of the class?"
the he answer to her question was - no, and that's exactly why the professor was also so impressed with my work.
It floats my boat that I found someone who gets me. Who appreciates my art. It makes me realize how grateful I am to get out of this marriage. when I heard her reaction it was just so great to receive that affirmation, something my wife never gave me a single day of our marriage.
You're still leaving your wife and kid to be with an ex, instead of working out your issues
My wife is divorcing me. Not the other way around... So stfu faggot. I didn't tell her "I want a divorce", she said "we are getting a divorce, I no longer wish to be married to you". So what exactly would you want me to do? Say "no. You may not divorce me. I forbid it"??? Tell me faggot- how exactly am I supposed to prevent her from divorcing me after she tells me she has been trying to figure out a way to say it for over a year?
and sure, I was also to that point because our relationship ended a long time ago- but she's the one who is divorcing me. She's the one who said it. She's the one who doesn't want to do anything to fix it with me.
And talking to my ex gf just makes me realize how seriously deficient my marriage was.
I'd say no because the point isn't about what I did, but it's the fact that this girl actually gets me. It's a feeling I didn't think I'd really ever find with anyone
I hate the idea of love and a relationship in general. But if you get married and have a kid, I feel like you are obligated to making it work.
Dont get married if you cant, or arent willing to.
NOTHING MUST EVER CHANGE. CHANGE IS BAD.
Exactly. Humans are frail, incapable of surviving in long lasting relationships like marriage. So why get married? Something that is supposed to be eternal.
Its all retarded. People get married because they think they have to. They dont realize how foolish it is. Most people have on average 6 sexual partners. So why would people think settling on one for life is a good idea?
Marriage is retarded. Relationships are retarded. They will all fail in the end. All.
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i told my wife afterwards, after I received my grade- "would you please read this 4 page document I created? It's very important to me because I've never created anything as intellectually stimulating as this. It's original work and even if you don't understand all the science you will be should be able to appreciate the art in it"
she responded "no. I'm not reading that crap". It kinda hurt, but I didn't realize how much that hurt me until tonight
my ex that I've been talking to... She didn't study the same thing as me but she received a BS in economics and mathematics- I casually asked her if she'd be interested in reading something I wrote a year ago that I was proud about. She said of course so I sent it to her yesterday. She tells me today
"Joel, I am blown away by your work. I literally had no idea you were that you were capable of of that level of scientific writing. I especially loved how you discussed the various error rates of the algorithms you developed even though I don't understand the science behind them. And I think it was genius that your final solution used results from multiple classifiers. Was that in the scope of the class?"
the he answer to her question was - no, and that's exactly why the professor was also so impressed with my work.
It floats my boat that I found someone who gets me. Who appreciates my art. It makes me realize how grateful I am to get out of this marriage. when I heard her reaction it was just so great to receive that affirmation, something my wife never gave me a single day of our marriage.
and sure, I was also to that point because our relationship ended a long time ago- but she's the one who is divorcing me. She's the one who said it. She's the one who doesn't want to do anything to fix it with me.
And talking to my ex gf just makes me realize how seriously deficient my marriage was.
Dont get married if you cant, or arent willing to.
Its all retarded. People get married because they think they have to. They dont realize how foolish it is. Most people have on average 6 sexual partners. So why would people think settling on one for life is a good idea?
Marriage is retarded. Relationships are retarded. They will all fail in the end. All.