But really, idk wtf Im doing. Im depressed and confused. Im back on Tinder with no real luck. I dont even give a shit to talk to these girls. I got a show today that I dont even wanna play cuz Im sad. My "ex" has been texting me everyday since the breakup, because she's depressed and literally has no friends so she's talking to me. I miss her, but cant get over my feelings of confusion and uncertainty. I have a con in two weeks Im stressing about because my "ex" bought a ticket and I still want her to go, but at the same time feel like I need some time to figure out what I want and see this con as a good opportunity to talk to other girls.
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I’m no psychiatrist but I really think you should be talking to someone with counciling experience about these things. And if you already are, perhaps you should find someone better. I’m not saying this as an insult, because there’s nothing wrong with seeking help. Not even saying there’s anything majorly wrong with you... you just got to get shit sorted out in your head.
I am at 10 matches on Tinder. Mostly with hot gothy chicks. I dont really feel sad anymore. I kinda dont miss my ex anymore, and Im kinda annoyed she keeps texting me tbh. She's holding out that Im gonna get back together with her, even so much that she already told me she bought me birthday gifts for January... But I kinda just wanna stay single.
Im not ready for anything serious right now, and kinda dont wanna give up my freedom by being exclusive right now. Its kinda weird and I feel like a prick.
Nah. I think I just decided relationships arent my thing. I went 6+ years depressed and longing for a relationship only to get in one and say "eh this is ok I guess" and then fizzle it out. All while emptionally destroying a girl who cares about me in the process. Its fucked up. And Ive become apathetic to the whole thing.
I dont even really want to pursue these girls on Tinder. I have no interest in dating right now. And I still dont think sex is all that, especially when porn and jerking off are better, so I dont even want that.
Its a really weird feeling. And I feel like Im being a dick to this girl. But I just dont think I want a relationship anymore.
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I am at 10 matches on Tinder. Mostly with hot gothy chicks. I dont really feel sad anymore. I kinda dont miss my ex anymore, and Im kinda annoyed she keeps texting me tbh. She's holding out that Im gonna get back together with her, even so much that she already told me she bought me birthday gifts for January... But I kinda just wanna stay single.
Im not ready for anything serious right now, and kinda dont wanna give up my freedom by being exclusive right now. Its kinda weird and I feel like a prick.
I dont even really want to pursue these girls on Tinder. I have no interest in dating right now. And I still dont think sex is all that, especially when porn and jerking off are better, so I dont even want that.
Its a really weird feeling. And I feel like Im being a dick to this girl. But I just dont think I want a relationship anymore.