I feel like an absolute asshole. I didnt even have a good reason to breakup other than my own fears. She's been nothing but nice to me and my friends and just wanted to be liked, and I feel awful about it. I hope she isnt blaming herself for all this
Well, right now Im feeling like I made a mistake. I dont have a good reason I dumped her aside from insecurities about the future...
You gotta focus on you first. I eventually came to realize that about myself last month ,which I believe is a big reason why things went like they did with her. Dont exactly kick her out of your life, but you have to get your shit right before you can fully commit to anyone. I mean hell, I'm constantly contemplating on whether I should keep pursuing this photography stuff. I haven't shot anything since Pig Destroyer 2 months ago, and the only show I'll be shooting the rest of the year Is fucking Shinedown lol. But regardless, I know its helped keep me from that self moapeing spot I was in a couple years ago. It also helps me meet other people. But anyway, like I said, you have to worry about you first. If she cant understand that, then that's her issue. If you feel you genuinely made a mistake in a couple weeks, then bring it up then.
So now she has to come back Einstein. Awkward times all over again.
Don't sweat it too much MC. You've learned a lot from this relationship so it wasn't like it was total waste of time, but you really haven't sounded happy with her overall. Hopefully you can move on without spiralling into a mess of depression again. You can take some time, focus on you, and see what other options might be out there for you.
If it doesn't work, you can always try and go crawling back. It's not recommended, but it is always an option. How quickly you think she can get some strange dick in her?
So now she has to come back Einstein. Awkward times all over again.
Don't sweat it too much MC. You've learned a lot from this relationship so it wasn't like it was total waste of time, but you really haven't sounded happy with her overall. Hopefully you can move on without spiralling into a mess of depression again. You can take some time, focus on you, and see what other options might be out there for you.
If it doesn't work, you can always try and go crawling back. It's not recommended, but it is always an option. How quickly you think she can get some strange dick in her?
She's already messaging me. I dont think she'd look for another guy for some time. Im open to dating her again, like I said there's nothing wrong with her, I just wasnt sure if she was the person I wanna get serious with. But Im gonna figure things out. If I decide I wanna try her again, I will. I thought a lot about it and I feel like I was creating problems where they didnt exist. But we'll see. I'll give it a few weeks. Try talking to some girls at shows and whatnot. And see how I feel.
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And that Asian girl at the bar you wanna bang
I feel like a fucking douche
Don't sweat it too much MC. You've learned a lot from this relationship so it wasn't like it was total waste of time, but you really haven't sounded happy with her overall. Hopefully you can move on without spiralling into a mess of depression again. You can take some time, focus on you, and see what other options might be out there for you.
If it doesn't work, you can always try and go crawling back. It's not recommended, but it is always an option. How quickly you think she can get some strange dick in her?