I basically just told her how cynical and misanthropic my worldview is becoming, and told her I wanted a reset button on the world. and then told her I gave up on dating. And I elaborated on my "strengths and weaknesses" philosophy.
She said Im too young to give up, and I basically told her im in the best position to give up.
I gave up when I was 18. I decided the best way for me to go was to drink a bottle of jäger and make it look like a tragic mistake. It almost worked but I didn't drink by myself so a few friends took care of me in my blackout hours (which was from 11-11:30 pm until I woke up the next day on the couch at 2 pm or so). They even considered calling an amberlamps for me, glad they didn't
That's when I realized there's so much to live for, so many things that make life worth living. It was like a wake up call. Maybe you'll get one, maybe not. But I figured I would share this experience with you
I gave up when I was 18. I decided the best way for me to go was to drink a bottle of jäger and make it look like a tragic mistake. It almost worked but I didn't drink by myself so a few friends took care of me in my blackout hours (which was from 11-11:30 pm until I woke up the next day on the couch at 2 pm or so). They even considered calling an amberlamps for me, glad they didn't
That's when I realized there's so much to live for, so many things that make life worth living. It was like a wake up call. Maybe you'll get one, maybe not. But I figured I would share this experience with you
Not to be insensitive to your story about you trying to ky but.....Jager \m/
Jäger was my drink of choice for years. I can still hold it down as long as my stomach doesn't be its bitchy self. I don't remember a damn thing from that night to this day lol
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She said Im too young to give up, and I basically told her im in the best position to give up.
That's when I realized there's so much to live for, so many things that make life worth living. It was like a wake up call. Maybe you'll get one, maybe not. But I figured I would share this experience with you