Sorry to hear about your loss. Nothing people can do or say will bring them back, but as long as you keep them in your heart and prayers, they will always be with you.
Trust me I know.
The day you need a gun and don't have one, may be your last.
I don't even know what to say dude. I wish I could write something super poetic, or crack some dick jokes to make you feel better dude, but I got nothing for something like this... and I know a lot of dick jokes. I can barely process just reading it, I can't begin to imagine what you're family is going through. Stay strong broseph. We are all here to support you in whatever way we can. Especially if it's dick jokes.
Thanks for the concern everybody. I'm kind of just eh right now. Up until today I think my subconscious has just been in total defense. Spent all day saturday and sunday at the showing but couldn't cry. I was the last to leave both nights and I'd talk to my sister and nephew for minute and I could finally let loose. They were buried together, it was the only way we could have it. I learned a lot about my sister these past couple days, she's helped more people than I ever could have a imagined. And she told everyone how excited she was when me and India got together. I'm happy that she met her and made an impact on her life if only for such a short time. I still don't believe it I guess. Even walking around the funeral home I expected to see my sister walking around a corner with my nephew following her. I'll just be driving and it'll hit me that I'll never see them again. My mind just still doesn't except it.
Like I said it's weird, 95% right now I'm walking around like nothing happened. That can't be the greatest mentally but it's what's going on. I'm trying not to be mad, but I saw this post on facebook that comes to me once or twice a day...someone had the nerve to say that the fucker that killed my sister and nephew is in heaven with his son. I don't even believe in any of this, and that comment annoyed me. I respect his family, they are great people that are going through just as much as I am...But you can't be foolish enough to believe that, not even for a second.
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Nothing people can do or say will bring them back, but as long as you keep them in your heart and prayers, they will always be with you.
Trust me I know.
Stay strong, my brother >:D<
Don't you forget it
And don't forget we're here for you brother
Horns up