Blood all over the fucking house. I come home today to bloody tissues all over living room spilling into kitchen and still ones from yesterday before I left. Shane BETTER clean them up. I can't pick up other peoples bloody tissues because I'll throw up.
I at least took him to hospital today and paid for all his meds and stuff. He knows I freak out when he bleeds. I can't stand seeing him hurt. When he cut off the tip of his finger and his boss called me freaking out because he bled all over her office I almost threw up in the hospital. Doc basically told him to shove a tampon up his nose next time.
Shane freaks out at the sight of blood and can't handle any blood at all or anything that injures him so I'm usually the one to calm him down. I may come off as a hard ass to him but it's what it takes to calm him down.
Smartass. Yea, if I'm gentle w/ him he just freaks out more. I could of made him go to the hospital by himself today but I went w/ him. Until he's there for me for 1 surgery or 1 major medical event, I'll be a hardass on him.
I saw a few people stabbed when I was working the prison system.....Nothing bleeds worse than a stab wound....seeing that much blood makes my ears ring.....sounds silly i know....
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I love the spring weather but fuck the flowers!
its weird i can handle other people bleeding like a champ, but when i'm bleeding im a fucking mess