I just thought about how dope it would be to smoke a blunt and chill wit Bryan Cranston, having him act as Heisenberg for an hour without breaking character. ) \m/
Going skydiving with my friend at the end of the month before I leave for Australia, finna be a good time.
@TheCLIT What part of Australia you going to? When you leaving and how long you going for?
Well I was looking at Melbourne and Sydney with a stop in NZ before I head home. But yeah I decided to cancel that idea yet again as I did with Europe and stick with my original plan of road tripping the US. Basically I'm fucked in the head seriously hard right now and international just is too much at the moment. I'm looking at a trip out out of this continent next year though assuming I get my shit together.
Oh it won't. Mentally snd physically.ball I have I focus on is that one day I'm going to get past this. It's my life and my sister would want more than anything for me to figure this out.
And one day you will, as long as you believe you will. Iv been through and seen some tough shit, I'm not comparing it to what you've been through, as we are different people, but the only way to get past it is to deal with it your way, and always believe you will get past what your in now. The first step is realizing what's going on. You're a good guy chuck....and despite all the bad things that have happened if you believe good things will happen they will
Thanks man. I get it, I might take this place to seriously sometimes...but that really means a lot. I'm not a total loss and I don't want that to be to mark I leave on this earth, or want I leave for my sister and nephew to think of me. I know that I can beat what ever the fuck is going on. I just can't stand the fact that I have all this fucking money and I'm supposed to do whatever with it. It's so stupid but like I know you're up on breaking bad. Different circumstances but I'm like Jesse every day: I sit with a blank face wondering what I'm supposed to do. I want nothing to do with any of this money, but what happen? I made my first real dent last night on a solo trip to Canada where all in all I just lost my mind even more. I'm a fucking shutter, I've barely told this place anything so you know I've full on lost control.
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But the. His fucking chick sits down next to him
Seriously what are the chances
Just curious...and if you don't wanna answer that's fine I understand. But how did you come across all the money?