That was occasional and I still had a choice. I could get out of it if I had other shit going on and I still had shows and a vacation to pay for then. Now it might be every weekend and there is no shows to go to.
Probably gonna spend a lot of time on the side by side this year.
Side note: UP’s place of employment just shut down.
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I think the mass layoffs that leads to economy grinding to a halt that leads to more layoffs and a decade long of no hiring is impacting more people than would have died from Rona.
Maybe. But if we did nothing there would be 4 million people dead in 3-4 months and by the end of all of it the people who made it out on average would know 8 people who died. So i think its probably a good idea.
I'm fortunate enough to be busier than ever with work. With everything shut down, I'm not really spending anything either. I'm just gonna ride the storm out (kind of literally) and be as safe as possible and stock pile some money. If this blows over by summer, I'm gonna have a lit ass summer lol if not I'll keep saving and go vacation somewhere warm when winter hits.
Side note, I never realized just how much actual money I spent on concert tickets and bar nights. I refuse to cut concerts out but definitely am only going to the bar once per fortnight after this blows over
Bars are expensive af that's for sure. I stopped going to bars a long time ago unless it's for a benefit or someone I haven't seen in a long time (both rare). I just hate that whole scene now
Our shitty governor pretty much just told everyone in a million words dragged out that if we don't get our shit together he's gonna shut the whole state down so we don't end up like NY
Honestly the only reason it seems like NY is doing so much worse than the rest of the country is because NY has more testing available than any other state. Our governor is killing it staying on top of everything. But it sucks, and I just want shit to be back to normal.
For those that don't know I've always had anxiety n shit and it's been on constant high levels since I've had Ravyn. I don't get out much and if I do I carefully plan who I choose to spend free time with (I prefer to spend it with people I truly enjoy being around). One of my friends that I've known since 2000 has become quite a cunt these days, and he tends to mentally drain me when we hang out, so I tend to rarely hang out with him. The reason for this is because he likes to crack inappropriate and offensive jokes alll.the.time..all the time. Even to strangers he walks past and is generally obnoxious. It was funny when we were 15, now it's just annoying af. Plus he's an alcoholic so that doesn't help me at all either.
Fast forward to this virus and everything surrounding it (including my anxiety being higher than ever now) and this shitbag decides to start commenting on my posts. Saying bs like "fucking recluse now you're gonna talk shit about staying quarantined? How about another headache asshole." (I also get headaches/migraines often and had one all day yesterday).
Then he sends me texts apologizing, saying I need to get out more because it's not healthy, and that he wants me to help with his shitty band. Which I probably would help with if he'd act like a 33 year old instead of someone being mentally stuck at 15 thinking he's going to forever be some punk rock star lmao. And I mention that because he has plans on buying a whole island and moving all his friends there 😂
Another reason I won't hang out with him now is i know he's not taking this virus serious. He's already had a house party at his apartment (which his band played) last week he wanted me to go to. And I dont remember seeing this kid wash his hands..ever.
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Also, 793 people died today in Italy
For those that don't know I've always had anxiety n shit and it's been on constant high levels since I've had Ravyn. I don't get out much and if I do I carefully plan who I choose to spend free time with (I prefer to spend it with people I truly enjoy being around). One of my friends that I've known since 2000 has become quite a cunt these days, and he tends to mentally drain me when we hang out, so I tend to rarely hang out with him. The reason for this is because he likes to crack inappropriate and offensive jokes alll.the.time..all the time. Even to strangers he walks past and is generally obnoxious. It was funny when we were 15, now it's just annoying af. Plus he's an alcoholic so that doesn't help me at all either.
Fast forward to this virus and everything surrounding it (including my anxiety being higher than ever now) and this shitbag decides to start commenting on my posts. Saying bs like "fucking recluse now you're gonna talk shit about staying quarantined? How about another headache asshole." (I also get headaches/migraines often and had one all day yesterday).
Then he sends me texts apologizing, saying I need to get out more because it's not healthy, and that he wants me to help with his shitty band. Which I probably would help with if he'd act like a 33 year old instead of someone being mentally stuck at 15 thinking he's going to forever be some punk rock star lmao. And I mention that because he has plans on buying a whole island and moving all his friends there 😂
Another reason I won't hang out with him now is i know he's not taking this virus serious. He's already had a house party at his apartment (which his band played) last week he wanted me to go to. And I dont remember seeing this kid wash his hands..ever.