Let me ask you something. No bullshit, serious question. Do you actually want to (eventually) be with someone, or do you legitamately have no interested whatsoever anymore? Preferred characteristics aside
It fluctuates. I think deep down I do. But Im so sick of getting hurt and feeling isolated when it comes to trying to meet someone that it turns me off. And Im legitimately terrified of dating/sex especially with how long its been since Ive dated and I have no experiences. So idk anymore.
Last night kind of fucked me up badly, not gonna lie.
Girls are crazy, and even more so when they're drunk. I wouldn't let that get to you much. Something similar-ish happened at the show I was at last night in buffalo, but I come to just expect and shrug shit like that off. I'm not even interested in trying to get with a drunk girl regardless. But I know if I'm intentionally looking, most of the time nothing will come from it. Nothing positive, at least.
Girls are crazy, and even more so when they're drunk. I wouldn't let that get to you much. Something similar-ish happened at the show I was at last night in buffalo, but I come to just expect and shrug shit like that off. I'm not even interested in trying to get with a drunk girl regardless. But I know if I'm intentionally looking, most of the time nothing will come from it. Nothing positive, at least.
Im just mad... This was the first time in literally 6 years Ive tried. And it seemed to be going well. She even brought up Doom and Megaman X, and was talking about how she was playing through Super Metroid and shit. Thought I was gonna beat my slump. But nah.
I know it was stupid. In reality she doesnt mean anything. In a few days I will have forgotten all about her. It just really sucks. Kills my self esteem hard.
It should boost it. You almost caught one without even really trying to. You now know the bait is good. You just gotta work on your technique. Like anything else, you have to focus your efforts and practice to get good at it.
It fluctuates. I think deep down I do. But Im so sick of getting hurt and feeling isolated when it comes to trying to meet someone that it turns me off. And Im legitimately terrified of dating/sex especially with how long its been since Ive dated and I have no experiences. So idk anymore.
Last night kind of fucked me up badly, not gonna lie.
Girls are flakey af it happens. At least you tried to pursue some pussy, baby steps. Just start working on talking to any girl you think you would want to fornicate with and try to get their numbers. Once you get their numbers come back and we'll guide you through the texting chapter. Note: just because you got a number doesn't mean you'll hit. MU will guide you to your first bone I guarantee it.
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Last night kind of fucked me up badly, not gonna lie.
I know it was stupid. In reality she doesnt mean anything. In a few days I will have forgotten all about her. It just really sucks. Kills my self esteem hard.