Nothing really to spill. Got lost in my head. Went out drinking with some friends. Had some uncomfortable conversations. And here I am fully realizing that I dont like, understand, nor fit in the world of modern dating and sex and shit, and that Im not emotionally or mentally in a position to accept how dating/sex/romance works now a days. So I got extremely angry. Ranted to a handful of friends. And now am trying to find my zen as a single someone outside of modern dating conventions.
So like, just live without dealing with sex/relationships? It doesn't have to fuck with the rest of the stuff you do/want to do. Unless of course, you actually wan it :-?
Nothing really to spill. Got lost in my head. Went out drinking with some friends. Had some uncomfortable conversations. And here I am fully realizing that I dont like, understand, nor fit in the world of modern dating and sex and shit, and that Im not emotionally or mentally in a position to accept how dating/sex/romance works now a days. So I got extremely angry. Ranted to a handful of friends. And now am trying to find my zen as a single someone outside of modern dating conventions.
i think Ted Bundy said somethings along these lines
Ed fukkin ask me come back to the board... i broke this addiction long ago... then they pull u right back in... thats y the niggah jokes cuz fukk Ed for gettin me back in here postin shit.... im over it though... um catz uma posting intrawebz addict... fukkit.
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From Those Fishes - I Fingered An Old Bitch (i got Aids on my finger)
Nothing really to spill. Got lost in my head. Went out drinking with some friends. Had some uncomfortable conversations. And here I am fully realizing that I dont like, understand, nor fit in the world of modern dating and sex and shit, and that Im not emotionally or mentally in a position to accept how dating/sex/romance works now a days. So I got extremely angry. Ranted to a handful of friends. And now am trying to find my zen as a single someone outside of modern dating conventions.
So like, just live without dealing with sex/relationships? It doesn't have to fuck with the rest of the stuff you do/want to do. Unless of course, you actually wan it :-?
Thats the thing. I did want a relationship. But Im not in any position to pursue one, like ever. So I am just like, living without dealing with sex/relationships. That doesnt fuck with everything I do. My depression does.
When i met Todd and Rex i just told my girlfriend that i've been shooting the shit with these guys online for almost a decade so i'm gonna go have a beer with them.
Yeah thats basically what i tell people too. Like i refer to things we talk about sometimes and say my buddy here or there was at this show. Then when people ask how i know them im just like we have all been friends on a forum for most of our adult life )
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Reminds me of trying to explain to my friends who went with me to RotR that I had to leave them for awhile to meet some guys I met online.
now i just tell people my buddy todd who usually meets me at tool concerts is there.
With jake i basically just say that i have a friend in denver now because we met