She's back. And I'm fucked atm. My mcfuck was really the only chick I've ever really liked. There has been others but not like this. Anyway, a few months back she got pissed and just up and left. About what, I can't even remember. We got insanely close over a two year period and I told her shit I never told anyone...then she left. Well, she called me a couple days ago upset and saying she needs to talk to someone. First time we've spoken since like May. Like a dumbass, I let her come over. The worst part is I should have said no. After she boycotted our entire group, she started talking to everyone else except me. I was the only one isolated, even though I was the only one who stuck by her. It was such a mixed thing because I still care and I missed her, but I couldn't help but wonder why the fuck she was back in my life and acting like nothing happened. I asked her, and I got a terrible response "It wasn't even you who pissed me off that night." Then why the fuck was I the only one left on the outside? She didn't have an answer for that. Now I'm stressed and I haven't slept in close to 48 hours. With all the other shit going on in my life, this is poor timing. I had an anxiety attack at work and they sent me home and I'm just feeling terrible. I want her back, but I'm not willing to be a doormat just so she could leave when all is said and done. I don't know what to do or where to go from here.
Not enough details. You told her personal shit about you or just told her how you felt about her? What did she get mad about? Were you guys dating? Just fucking? Friends?
Not enough details. You told her personal shit about you or just told her how you felt about her? What did she get mad about? Were you guys dating? Just fucking? Friends?
Personal shit and she knows how I felt. There was this chick that used to hang out with our crew that she hated for no reason. One day we were hanging out with her and she got all mad about it but wouldn't tell us why she hated her No. Not dating, I just really liked her. Sorry, I just wanted to vent to someone other than myself. I know the forum has kinda tried moving away from this thread lol so I won't go on or anything. Just needed to let it out.
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fuck I need to stop forgetting my headphones i can't put up with this shit.
fuck that I need to get my license back :!!
If you want to vent you can pm me, or just post it here, whenever works. Sorry it's going down like thst, though.
Tldr