Nothing since wednesday. The feels have just been building up. Im pissed off at her. Im pissed off at myself. Im sad that I like her so much. She's ruined me...
It's only because you let it happen. That's the only way another person can do such a thing. So gather your shit together and stop letting it be that way. It may take a little while, but it'll work
Nothing since wednesday. The feels have just been building up. Im pissed off at her. Im pissed off at myself. Im sad that I like her so much. She's ruined me...
Im gonna talk to her next time she gets all flirty while we're together.
She knows I like her. She knows what shes doing. She likes that I like her.
Im basically her boyfriend without any kickbacks.
And I like that she hugs me, and holds onto me, and has my arm around her, and goes on walks arm-in-arm with me, and makes flirty/suggestive jokes. But its sending me a different message than her telling me "I dont think dating is a good idea".
And its fucking with me. A constant "is-she-isnt-she", "should I try again, or play it safe" argument in my head. I want to try again. I do. But her signals are so mixed. She likes me around her finger. Like a fucking dog drooling at her beck and call.
I want her to know how much she has fucked me up mentally.
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She knows I like her. She knows what shes doing. She likes that I like her.
Im basically her boyfriend without any kickbacks.
And I like that she hugs me, and holds onto me, and has my arm around her, and goes on walks arm-in-arm with me, and makes flirty/suggestive jokes. But its sending me a different message than her telling me "I dont think dating is a good idea".
And its fucking with me. A constant "is-she-isnt-she", "should I try again, or play it safe" argument in my head. I want to try again. I do. But her signals are so mixed. She likes me around her finger. Like a fucking dog drooling at her beck and call.
I want her to know how much she has fucked me up mentally.
Which would probably be the case if I asked