It's common knowledge that alcohol is kind of an enhancer.. If you feel happy it'll make you feel happier, if you feel depressed it usually makes you feel more depressed.. The bottle is def not your answer my friend, you gotta get your head straight first.. I'd take a break
It's common knowledge that alcohol is kind of an enhancer.. If you feel happy it'll make you feel happier, if you feel depressed it usually makes you feel more depressed.. The bottle is def not your answer my friend, you gotta get your head straight first.. I'd take a break
I was doin ok for a while. At the bar hangin I was happy? Texting and goofin with my female friend, even though she sent some suspicious texts. But whatever.
It wasnt until after I started puking that I got really depressed.
Okay so, a not so positive conversation between her and I happened today, nothing out of the "ordinary", unfortunately. And I know that this bullshit is getting old (believe me, i know), but one particular thing she said has me at mixed thoughts. Just want to see what someone from an unbiased standpoint would say.
I told her i was tired of playing these bullshit games, with her acting like we're nothing more friends at times, but then tells me things like "I've been thinking about you" and "I really miss you" etc. I flat out asked her why does she even still want to hang around me, because she knows how I feel, and it doesn't make any sense to me that she would want to constantly see me and casually hang out given everything. And her answer to my question was "because I can't live without you."
Now before anyone gets the wrong idea, I'm honestly kind of irritated and angry at this answer, because I know it's a bullshit answer. I'm convinced the only reason she gives half a shit anymore is because she's used to it. -
She's gonna be out of town from Wed for about a week and a half, gonna use that time to focus on everything else. Tired of the bullshit, and I know you guys are tired of me talking about it. (not that anyone here actually gives a shit, but whatever)
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It wasnt until after I started puking that I got really depressed.
I was speaking in tongues.
I did
I told her i was tired of playing these bullshit games, with her acting like we're nothing more friends at times, but then tells me things like "I've been thinking about you" and "I really miss you" etc. I flat out asked her why does she even still want to hang around me, because she knows how I feel, and it doesn't make any sense to me that she would want to constantly see me and casually hang out given everything. And her answer to my question was "because I can't live without you."
Now before anyone gets the wrong idea, I'm honestly kind of irritated and angry at this answer, because I know it's a bullshit answer. I'm convinced the only reason she gives half a shit anymore is because she's used to it.
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She's gonna be out of town from Wed for about a week and a half, gonna use that time to focus on everything else. Tired of the bullshit, and I know you guys are tired of me talking about it. (not that anyone here actually gives a shit, but whatever)
So why do I still feel like shit.