WakeOfAshesPosts: 21,665destroyer of motherfuckers
I just want to say that no matter how much bullshit I ever go through with my wife, my kids were worth even the worst of the bullshit. Their aint nothing that can change that. And before you say "she's your wife doe", yeah that's true however I married her literally 1 day after hanging out with her once and I probably knocked her up either that first night or the next couple after.
WakeOfAshesPosts: 21,665destroyer of motherfuckers
After listening to those two videos another memory came to mind.... When my wife told me she was pregnant with our first child I was scared shitless. The only thing going though my mind was "fuck fuck fuck... Im not ready. I can't take care of a baby, I can barely take care of myself. fuck fuck fuck". And through out her pregnancy I just felt like I was making the biggest mistake of my life. I felt like the shittist person because I literally had zero feelings towards this child inside her, and the only thing that I could think was that I wasnt ready.
Literally the second after birth, it was like someone hit me with a sludge hammer in the face. I was overwhelmed with this love for this child unlike anything I had ever seen. I had no idea love could be so instant, and so strong, and so real. I wanted to just grab this baby and protect it from the world. It was the greatest moment of my life, and the children I've made with my wife are my greatest achievement. Just like what eminem and Arron Lewis said in those songs- being a dad is amazing.
I mean it's your life and you gotta do what you gotta do and that's totally cool whatever you decide, however I just want you to know that any feelings of being scared or not ready is normal. I felt it. and it wasnt until birth that I realized that I was ready and realized that I was starting the greatest journey of my life.
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wow.
WhhhhhoooOOOOOOOOoooooOooooO!
Literally the second after birth, it was like someone hit me with a sludge hammer in the face. I was overwhelmed with this love for this child unlike anything I had ever seen. I had no idea love could be so instant, and so strong, and so real. I wanted to just grab this baby and protect it from the world. It was the greatest moment of my life, and the children I've made with my wife are my greatest achievement. Just like what eminem and Arron Lewis said in those songs- being a dad is amazing.
I mean it's your life and you gotta do what you gotta do and that's totally cool whatever you decide, however I just want you to know that any feelings of being scared or not ready is normal. I felt it. and it wasnt until birth that I realized that I was ready and realized that I was starting the greatest journey of my life.
it's either the best or worst thing that's happened to you.