nah like i said....i asked her if her brother had his baby yet...she said nope...then she asked me how i was doing and i said ill have to text you later im pretty busy right now
well i suppose ill give an update cause im watching the tigers and bored as hell
well there was some drama on facebook the other morning....i made a status about how i was pissed cause of what happened that night and she commented on it saying peoeple were always in her business...idk i was confused as fuck cause it had nothing to do with the status i had made....well my friend steph went on to tell her everything doesn't evolve around her and that she was a hoe and a liar :-)) ...but after that me and jess talked...she said that she was really sorry and felt bad about how she basically just ran away out of no where....she told me that she just isn't ready for a relationship and that the only thing she knew how to do was run...she seemed like she was really actually sorry but i still don't trust all of it....were talking little bit by little bit...and i should just say fuck it and stop it...but my heart and head are in to different places...and for some reason i always go with the heart
well im officially done....we texted all day today thought things were going good...then i logged on to facebook and this bitches status is "get ur cuddle on ;-)".....after she told me she wasn't ready for a relationship...fuck her im cutting it off as of now
she said it sounded funny thats why she posted it...then the next night she acted like she wanted to come hang out but i had to help a friend out...i told her should could come to the friends house...but she said she didn't think it was a good idea...then said she was gonna hang out with her buddy rahim...then i asked her if it was some dude she was seeing and she got pissed...made her stop texting me for a day or 2 at least...its been a nice break cause i don't wanna talk to her...but i don't ignore people who text me
well last night was the first time in like 5 days we talked....she was having trouble sleeping cause her brother's baby was induced today...she sent me pictures today and it made me all fuzzy in side....must stay strong! :-|
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well there was some drama on facebook the other morning....i made a status about how i was pissed cause of what happened that night and she commented on it saying peoeple were always in her business...idk i was confused as fuck cause it had nothing to do with the status i had made....well my friend steph went on to tell her everything doesn't evolve around her and that she was a hoe and a liar :-)) ...but after that me and jess talked...she said that she was really sorry and felt bad about how she basically just ran away out of no where....she told me that she just isn't ready for a relationship and that the only thing she knew how to do was run...she seemed like she was really actually sorry but i still don't trust all of it....were talking little bit by little bit...and i should just say fuck it and stop it...but my heart and head are in to different places...and for some reason i always go with the heart