I really don't need alcohol, I truly don't. Like I said, I only drink to help with my depression
erik....alcohol is a depressant and it will just make you more depressed
No, it chills me out and always makes me really happy and makes me laugh at everything.
you don't understand alcohol or the affects at all...sure it makes you feel better for a moment...but in the end it could be part of the reason you actually are depressed.....and drinking alone and then telling yourself you don't need it...your in denial...or at least will be in the future...your the perfect example of a future alcoholic if all the shit you say is true
I'm pretty sure thats how a lot of people in my family got started. Thats why I really dont drink that much, because I dont wanna walk that line. I mean, I'll drink on occassion, but you know what I'm sayin.
No. I was depressed before I ever started drinking. It helps. And I realize it's only temporary.
And did you read, I PREFER to drink alone. I don't need it at all.
And fuck off, don't even start that shit. I refuse to let myself become my fucking Dad.
Now, fuck you and good day sir.
you cant fight your dna...face it part of you is like your dad...and if you are drinking to suppress depression at 14 then more than likely you are taking the same path...thats exactly what alcoholics do....they suppress there depression and anger and there unhappiness with there booze...everyday
For a good analogy, I don't use it as a crutch, I use it as a band aid. I use it to temporarily heal me for a night, and that's it, I don't depend on it day in and day out. And like I said earlier, I'm not allowing myself to drink it for depressive reasons anymore. I only plan on drinking 3 more times this year. My birthday, Christmas, and New Year's.
I realized quickly that it was leading to nowhere. And that was only after a week. I refuse to let it ever get like that again, as hard as that may be. But I do have very good will power when I need it.
For a good analogy, I don't use it as a crutch, I use it as a band aid. I use it to temprarily heal me for a night, and that's it, I don't depend on it day in and day out. And like I said earlier, I'm not allowing myself to drink it for depressive reasons anymore. I only plan on drinking 3 more times this year. My birthday, Christmas, and New Year's.
That sounds a LITTLE better than what I was reading. But still man, at the end of the day, you still have your problems.
erik you are 14 of course you don't depend on it all the time...even if you did you wouldn't be able to because you can afford to do it everyday or go buy it at the store...you just don't get it...thats how it starts...is when your young....you are what made you
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you cant fight your dna...face it part of you is like your dad...and if you are drinking to suppress depression at 14 then more than likely you are taking the same path...thats exactly what alcoholics do....they suppress there depression and anger and there unhappiness with there booze...everyday
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