Slightly off topic, but do you write your own lyrics? (question for anyone, really)
I've never been the best lyricist, but I had some shit going through my mind over the last hour or so and I threw it together, and honestly it's a lot better than my usual stuff. I still don't think it's great, but it's something.
Seriously dude there are a million girls out there. You may not feel like any of them are like her, but trust me if you meet someone and develope a connection with them they will become special in your eyes. Stop wasting sleepless nights on a chick. Save those for coke.
Seriously dude there are a million girls out there. You may not feel like any of them are like her, but trust me if you meet someone and develope a connection with them they will become special in your eyes. Stop wasting sleepless nights on a chick. Save those for coke.
I'm over trying to actually be with her, obviously I'd be lying if i said I didn't want to be, though.
She's had a lot of people abandon her throughout her life, her family treats her like shit half of the time, and throughout the summer it was literally like I was the only person she really talked to on a daily basis. It's why she ended up getting with me (briefly) when she was with the other guy, cause he didn't ever make any kind of an actual effort to see her. I did, so yeah. But anyways, a big part of all of this is because we've been very close friends for the last year, and I didn't want to just be another person to come in and out of her life, like everyone else seems to. I realize that may sound dumb, but yeah.
But at the same time I realize what she's doing, even if it's not intentional.
Yeah dude let your feelings go. She can still be a good friend. Just don't bow to her every need. Take some time to get some space for yourself, and most importantly realize that if you really do care about her then all you should want for her is to be happy noatter what she does/chooses. Seriously though if it's causing you so much stress you need to take a day or two away from talking to her for yourself. Find a random chick and start talking to her, even if you don't like her talking to another chick will help you get this one off your mind.
Haven't really talked to her much lately, and I've only seen her twice over the last month.
And I don't "bow to her every need", but I don't ignore her either. There's a lot of other things that tie into it all, but it's way to much to even try to explain it all on here.
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Slightly off topic, but do you write your own lyrics? (question for anyone, really)
I've never been the best lyricist, but I had some shit going through my mind over the last hour or so and I threw it together, and honestly it's a lot better than my usual stuff. I still don't think it's great, but it's something.
I'm over trying to actually be with her, obviously I'd be lying if i said I didn't want to be, though.
She's had a lot of people abandon her throughout her life, her family treats her like shit half of the time, and throughout the summer it was literally like I was the only person she really talked to on a daily basis. It's why she ended up getting with me (briefly) when she was with the other guy, cause he didn't ever make any kind of an actual effort to see her. I did, so yeah. But anyways, a big part of all of this is because we've been very close friends for the last year, and I didn't want to just be another person to come in and out of her life, like everyone else seems to. I realize that may sound dumb, but yeah.
But at the same time I realize what she's doing, even if it's not intentional.
And I don't "bow to her every need", but I don't ignore her either. There's a lot of other things that tie into it all, but it's way to much to even try to explain it all on here.
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