how do you feel on addy in terms of being jittery/paranoid? Im curious because I was on it for quite some time and even though it did help me stay focused, it turned me into a fucking coffee pot and eventually it wasnt even worth it anymore.
I took an 20 XR and all it really did was help me concentrate on what I was trying to say throughout the speech, though a little paranoia did set in when I realized I had been staring at the back wall for a minute straight but I quickly got back on track. Though if I take a 30 XR I'm fucking jittery as hell and can't focus on one thing for more than 30 seconds. That's why if I take an addy I take a 20 XR
I dont remember my exact dosage, but I know it was pretty damn high. interesting. honestly doe I dont even know if Id ever take a lower dose again. the whole time I was on that shit I just didnt feel myself. mostly sat in my room and worried about what was next in each moment. hard to explain, but it wasnt a way I would ever choose to live.
What about reflux? Or silent reflux? My daughter was a shocking sleeper. She would rarely sleep during the day and if she did it was for 30-40 minutes. My wife was shattered as she wasn't getting a break during the day. We often wonder if she had silent reflux It'll get better/easier Hang in there and take help from friends and family if they offer
Thanks. I hope the doctor can figure out what's going on. It would be nice to have help...but my mom is always working and my sister goes to school then work..so I'm alone. I think thats what's driving me nuts. .
I fucking hate church...like I get religion and how it can help people... But the way churches are run just makes me sick....iv made myself go a couple time either when I was going through a tough time or just did it so I could try and understand what people get from it...and every time I walk away disgusted with how badly all the people are brain washed :-L
I went to church...I've been baptized..did my first communion and my confirmation..I just never understood the whole concept of going to church when you can talk to god alone in your own home. I tried going to a Christian church and oh god they judge you if you don't give money..its ridiculous and also if you give 5bucks its too little...like wtf? Maybe there's something wrong with me..I just don't get it
I haven't gone to church regularly in a couple years now, but I never felt like that when I did. We weren't judged if we didn't give money. I felt that my church was more encouraging to non-believers than judgmental too.
Idk. Maybe my church was out of the ordinary, or maybe I just didn't notice it going on behind the scenes.
where i grew up if you weren't down with southern baptists your life was made pretty difficult. they don't trust anyone outside their little click. i went to service there once because my friend said there was a lot of good pussy there (and there was) and the preacher just bitched the whole time because their congregation wasn't growing fast enough for all the things he felt they needed to purchase 8-|
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Idk. Maybe my church was out of the ordinary, or maybe I just didn't notice it going on behind the scenes.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?&v=OyPhQ-_xpbI