WakeOfAshesPosts: 21,665destroyer of motherfuckers
That if I get any money out of this damn card it'll charge 20% of what I get out, which I think is bs. So if Marc doesn't get to see Deftones tomorrow...ain't my problem. Should have listenef to me a long time ago when I told him to buy em [-(
Wrong. It ain't your problem, because he ain't your boyfriend. You could win the lotto tomorrow, and him not being able to go to a concert isnt your problem. I am totally serious when I ask you this question- WHY would you want to be with someone who doesn't love you? I get that you love him. yeah I know you love him more then anyone in the entire world. But it seems pretty clear to me that this is a one way street.... Why punish yourself like that? Do you think you are going to get him to change his mind?
And no, I'll never change his mind and I don't give a flying fuck about it. That's not what I was trying to do or will ever try to do. I'm also not punishing myself...I don't know where you got the impression that I'm trying to be with someone that doesn't love me, because that's far from it. I clearly have enough money for one ticket no problem, he doesn't. That means I don't go. Why is this? Because I have no way there. I know what it's like to not be able to be with someone you love so much to the most extreme extent. He doesn't want to be with me, I clearly get that and that's how it is. His loss, life moves on. I just would have liked to do something fun today in the evening but instead I get to watch netflix and sit around like pretty much everyday
WakeOfAshesPosts: 21,665destroyer of motherfuckers
My comment didn't really come from that one post I was responding too, but it came from the 30% of your posts that are similar. Maybe I am reading more into your comments then I should. I'll just be quiet now since what I said apparently wasnt true about you. If it was though.... get yourself out of that place. If you have money for deftones, you have money for a train ticket home. Maybe your home life was so bad that you never want to go back? If you were my daughter and asked me to help you, I'd drive there and bring you home.
A train ride ain't 40 bucks. And my ex would drive down here to get me if absolutely necessary cuz my parents can't afford it. I'm not going to stress myself out over leaving when that doesn't have to be. Living here isn't horrible so I can wait and do shit calm and smoothly. Idk how any of my posts are similar or how any would give off that kind of impression. I guess I just won't post anything that has anything to do with Marc from this point on to avoid dumb shit like this including quotes of derpaderp shit he says.
WakeOfAshesPosts: 21,665destroyer of motherfuckers
no it's fine. Ill just shut up... I'm not trying to ride you or be a bitch. I'm sure most of my thoughts probably stems from me self projecting myself into your situation. If I lived with an ex that I desperately loved still, waking up every day and seeing them would just be excruciatingly painful. Just because that is how I would be in your place, doesnt mean you are in the same place. Don't change how you are for my sake.... I'll shut up because I clearly don't know what I am talking about. Promise, not another word about this from me.
I guess it's not painful to me because I've been in worse. An ex that I loved more then anything died when I was 15 and there was a whole lot that I wasn't able to say and do with him even as friends when he was around. It's hard to explain really...
WakeOfAshesPosts: 21,665destroyer of motherfuckers
I guess it's not painful to me because I've been in worse. An ex that I loved more then anything died when I was 15 and there was a whole lot that I wasn't able to say and do with him even as friends when he was around. It's hard to explain really...
I've lost people very close to me as well, I'm on board with what you are saying.
The only FBI building is in Pittsburgh right? Why would they go about an hour out of their way for this shit? And are they doing this just for smokers or people posessing weed?
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And no, I'll never change his mind and I don't give a flying fuck about it. That's not what I was trying to do or will ever try to do. I'm also not punishing myself...I don't know where you got the impression that I'm trying to be with someone that doesn't love me, because that's far from it. I clearly have enough money for one ticket no problem, he doesn't. That means I don't go. Why is this? Because I have no way there. I know what it's like to not be able to be with someone you love so much to the most extreme extent. He doesn't want to be with me, I clearly get that and that's how it is. His loss, life moves on. I just would have liked to do something fun today in the evening but instead I get to watch netflix and sit around like pretty much everyday