got written up a third time by my boss for no fucking good reason. putting my two weeks in tomorrow morning when HR is in. 0 if I dont have a job officially lined up right now. ill take fucking circle k till the record store hires me unless that comes first. this is poisoning my reaume. so fucking relieved its about to be all over. fuck target \m/
He's a complicated dude. He went 19 years of his life with mental illness contributing to extreme social phobia and anxiety. We just kept writing it off as irrational and something he'd grow out of. Its prevented him from doing simple things like calling a friend over or ordering a pizza, to more difficult things like asking a teacher for help or dating. Its so bad he might get kicked out of college next semester, and he's too afraid to ask for help from teachers or school counselors. He takes meds for it, and it helps, but it still isnt good.
And I know he'd hate a warehouse job or minimum wage job. He's too smart for it. I mean he's made it into a tough engineering school. Which he seems to like, and has made a lot of good friends similar to him. But still.
He doesnt see things the way most people do, and has an incredibly tough time expressing his emotions. Thats partially why he sinks his life into comics and video games - they are escape fantasies for him.
He has friends. But only hangs out with them if they initiate.
My mom was all worried about him yesterday because he said he didnt like living with us, and couldnt wait to move out. We've done nothing to spur that kind of reaction other than just living as a family. He doesnt want that. He wanta to live as a hermit and do nothing with his life other than work to sustain himself, and play video games and read comics. That surprised me because he told me he wanted to move in with some friends at school. So we're worried about him. He doesnt like being in a family.
He has A LOT of growing up to do.
Today he blew up at me because I needed help with renovating my basement. He got impatient and snapped. I blew up back at him. He doesnt see the importance of cleaning the basement and renovating. I was sick of the filth and clutter. So he looks at it as my project and doesnt want to help. I was up until 4 on Saturday building shelves. I was working on stuff until midnight last night AND I went to work. He was either sleeping or playing vidyas both times. Im cleaning his shit too. Im a little miffed. He doesnt even have a job this summer. I do.
I apologized to him, and explained why I was mad. He accepted the apology, but didnt apologize to me, and said he still sees it as my project.
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From Those Fishes - I Fingered An Old Bitch (i got Aids on my finger)
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From Those Fishes - I Fingered An Old Bitch (i got Aids on my finger)
First time I caught the bonnaflu. Finna pick up mucinex after work.
I feel bad now
And I know he'd hate a warehouse job or minimum wage job. He's too smart for it. I mean he's made it into a tough engineering school. Which he seems to like, and has made a lot of good friends similar to him. But still.
He doesnt see things the way most people do, and has an incredibly tough time expressing his emotions. Thats partially why he sinks his life into comics and video games - they are escape fantasies for him.
He has friends. But only hangs out with them if they initiate.
My mom was all worried about him yesterday because he said he didnt like living with us, and couldnt wait to move out. We've done nothing to spur that kind of reaction other than just living as a family. He doesnt want that. He wanta to live as a hermit and do nothing with his life other than work to sustain himself, and play video games and read comics. That surprised me because he told me he wanted to move in with some friends at school. So we're worried about him. He doesnt like being in a family.
He has A LOT of growing up to do.
Today he blew up at me because I needed help with renovating my basement. He got impatient and snapped. I blew up back at him. He doesnt see the importance of cleaning the basement and renovating. I was sick of the filth and clutter. So he looks at it as my project and doesnt want to help. I was up until 4 on Saturday building shelves. I was working on stuff until midnight last night AND I went to work. He was either sleeping or playing vidyas both times. Im cleaning his shit too. Im a little miffed. He doesnt even have a job this summer. I do.
I apologized to him, and explained why I was mad. He accepted the apology, but didnt apologize to me, and said he still sees it as my project.