I don't think you understand what you're saying. I don't bitch and moan about everything, and then act like too much of a damn coward to try to prove myself right.
It's actually really hard to get bitches pregnant. They're only fertile like 3-5 days a month. Thinking every sperm that touches vag will automatically become a baby is kinda ridiculous tbh
I don't think you understand what you're saying. I don't bitch and moan about everything, and then act like too much of a damn coward to try to prove myself right.
It's best to give up when things seem difficult. Quit early and often, that's what I always say.
Its been 5 and a half years since I last dated dude. Im not just giving up because its hard. Im trying to remove a component of my life that is hurting me.
Slowly I am trying to better myself. I was sick of losing my hair, so Im trying rogaine, biotin, and viviscal to try and help that. Im sick of being fat and out of shape, so I have been going to the gym and watching what Im eating this passed three weeks.
And now, Im sick of feeling rejected and undesired by women. The only way for me to get over that is to get over the insecurity, desperstion, and self-negativity of being single. I dont know how to meet girls. I cant do it in person. And I tried online with no success. Im tired of having no self esteem, and this is a big part of what plays into why I view myself so negatively. So I need to change my mindset, and stop caring.
Next is to figure out how to fix my music situation.
WakeOfAshesPosts: 21,665destroyer of motherfuckers
edited May 2017
Next step is really figuring out how to kys. My advice, gun, mouth, pull.
Kidding. What you are doing is great... honestly just forget about women for 1 year. Keep hitting the gym hard and in one year things are going to change in that department. Alternatively you might want to seriously consider a prostitute to get your first time out of the way. You're way too nervous over that shit... just pay someone.
I've considered paying for sex, and I don't think I'm against it. Someone who is a professional at sex might be better than every armature I've ever had. I'm not saying I'm going to visit one, but if the opportunity arises I might be down
5 years of "trying" is a perfectly acceptable amount of time to give up for the next 6 decades of your life. You tried online dating for like a week, and barely said hello to several others girls.
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Slowly I am trying to better myself. I was sick of losing my hair, so Im trying rogaine, biotin, and viviscal to try and help that. Im sick of being fat and out of shape, so I have been going to the gym and watching what Im eating this passed three weeks.
And now, Im sick of feeling rejected and undesired by women. The only way for me to get over that is to get over the insecurity, desperstion, and self-negativity of being single. I dont know how to meet girls. I cant do it in person. And I tried online with no success. Im tired of having no self esteem, and this is a big part of what plays into why I view myself so negatively. So I need to change my mindset, and stop caring.
Next is to figure out how to fix my music situation.
Problem solved.
Guitars are stupid and worthless and I don't need that shit in my life. Maybe I'm meant to be a bass rights activist :-?
Drum lines matter!
Kidding. What you are doing is great... honestly just forget about women for 1 year. Keep hitting the gym hard and in one year things are going to change in that department. Alternatively you might want to seriously consider a prostitute to get your first time out of the way. You're way too nervous over that shit... just pay someone.
I've considered paying for sex, and I don't think I'm against it. Someone who is a professional at sex might be better than every armature I've ever had. I'm not saying I'm going to visit one, but if the opportunity arises I might be down
It's hard out there for a pimp.