Honestly thinking about it. I was going to give myself the ultimatum that if I didnt even get a girls number at Acen, I would work on just getting over it. Like actually accepting things, and work on just truly not worrying about or seeking girls. But I think Im just going to do that now.
Im too scared to engage in sex. Im too scared to approach women I dont know. Im too awkward and abrasive to hold conversations with women.
And in all honesty, trying several dating apps/sites and not getting a single match on any one of them really made me realize how undesirable I really am. I think moving on and accepting being single is ultimately going to be the best thing for my self esteem, and happiness. I dont know how much more external rejection and let down I can take. I hate myself enough as is.
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Im too scared to engage in sex. Im too scared to approach women I dont know. Im too awkward and abrasive to hold conversations with women.
And in all honesty, trying several dating apps/sites and not getting a single match on any one of them really made me realize how undesirable I really am. I think moving on and accepting being single is ultimately going to be the best thing for my self esteem, and happiness. I dont know how much more external rejection and let down I can take. I hate myself enough as is.
Tldr: McFucked myself.
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I talk about vidyas and music mostly. If I obsess over anything toxic its politics.
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From Those Fishes - I Fingered An Old Bitch (i got Aids on my finger)
Bj's will will be given