Yeah i saw my dad in his casket after he died, and a mate that died in a car accident. I'm glad I did though. I just, I Dunno, I just wanted to say goodbye. And I still remember them and the good times. Hey you tried - don't kick yourself
I know. It hasn't suck in totally yet, and I was hoping it would have during the service. I'll probably write a letter though and burn it or tie it to a balloon or something. I'm only kicking myself because this happens so many times. Like I'm homeschooled because my emotions are too intense. Sometimes I can't hang out with people cause it gets too intense. I'm just scared of it ruining something, like my wedding, for me in the future.
sorry to hear about your friend as well...funerals suck iv been to countless over the last 6 years, iv had a couple close friends die from over doses and another die in a shooting at a party i was at...its hard for me to even force myself to go because of the emotional up and downs i feel...but like someone said earlier you will learn to control them better as you get older as long as you want to....every time i get an emotionally strong feeling what i do is try not to focus on the emotion...but focus on why i have that emotion...think about the events in order that made me feel this way and why i feel this way...idk it helps me out and teaches me about myself all at the same time
Yeah i saw my dad in his casket after he died, and a mate that died in a car accident. I'm glad I did though. I just, I Dunno, I just wanted to say goodbye. And I still remember them and the good times. Hey you tried - don't kick yourself
I know. It hasn't suck in totally yet, and I was hoping it would have during the service. I'll probably write a letter though and burn it or tie it to a balloon or something. I'm only kicking myself because this happens so many times. Like I'm homeschooled because my emotions are too intense. Sometimes I can't hang out with people cause it gets too intense. I'm just scared of it ruining something, like my wedding, for me in the future.
sorry to hear about your friend as well...funerals suck iv been to countless over the last 6 years, iv had a couple close friends die from over doses and another die in a shooting at a party i was at...its hard for me to even force myself to go because of the emotional up and downs i feel...but like someone said earlier you will learn to control them better as you get older as long as you want to....every time i get an emotionally strong feeling what i do is try not to focus on the emotion...but focus on why i have that emotion...think about the events in order that made me feel this way and why i feel this way...idk it helps me out and teaches me about myself all at the same time
That's good advice. Thanks. Hopefully the next time this comes up for me I'll be able to try that. I always think too much, and by doing that I create scenarios and make it worse for myself.
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From Those Fishes - I Fingered An Old Bitch (i got Aids on my finger)
Winning comment was "Cold Man's Child"
and because the prize was a metalsucks hoodie, the other one was
"I wish I could win a hoodie in an internet contest."
I love my eyes in that picture.
I love that second one so much.