I read George's comment when I got on, and needed to respond....
then after reading the comments that followed I feel I must say this:
I see the internet as a novel way to view mass amounts of porn, and a place to steal a shit load of music....I've been a part of this forum since it was the Official Mayhemfest Forum like 4 years ago, as have most of you. I have a FB account that is mostly for trolling and checking up on various news outlets. I say that because I have basically no use for the numerous social networking sites, forums, blogs, chatrooms, etc....THIS site is the only place of that nature that I have ever frequented, and the only one I have ever really cared to. I consider all of you to be friends, even the people I tend to not get along with, in spite of having never met you in person. I think I feel this way because we are a small group, and we've stuck together for so long.... Now, most of you may feel differently for your own reasons, and if you are a member of several forums, I doubt you will share my affection for this small group of people here, and that's cool with me. I have no patience for typical Interwebz bullshit, but I tolerate it all on this forum because I genuinely care about what goes on here with all of you, and what happens to you in your daily lives.... Without overstepping my bounds, I was bummed that one friend on here was (imo) going too far in an attack on another friend. This person recognized that fact on his own, and that's awesome. I never try to force my feelings on anyone here, and I'll never demand that we all be one big happy family, I just wanted to convey where I am coming from.
ALL of you here are important to me, and i don't care if that sounds silly, it is how I feel...
I try not to put too much importance on this forum in my own mind, and I hate edrama and people who take the internet too seriously, but I've been around most of you fuckers for 4 years. How many irl friends are still the same from 4 years ago? I can count them on one hand. Just sayin.
i think george and erik secretly have a crush on bianca. you guys gonna start pullin' her pig tails now? LOL. but its cool though cause i have a crush on her too )
love ya Lady B :x >:D<
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"That's another thing I love about metal, it's so fuckin' huge yet certain people don't even know it exists." - Rob Zombie
I read George's comment when I got on, and needed to respond....
then after reading the comments that followed I feel I must say this:
I see the internet as a novel way to view mass amounts of porn, and a place to steal a shit load of music....I've been a part of this forum since it was the Official Mayhemfest Forum like 4 years ago, as have most of you. I have a FB account that is mostly for trolling and checking up on various news outlets. I say that because I have basically no use for the numerous social networking sites, forums, blogs, chatrooms, etc....THIS site is the only place of that nature that I have ever frequented, and the only one I have ever really cared to. I consider all of you to be friends, even the people I tend to not get along with, in spite of having never met you in person. I think I feel this way because we are a small group, and we've stuck together for so long.... Now, most of you may feel differently for your own reasons, and if you are a member of several forums, I doubt you will share my affection for this small group of people here, and that's cool with me. I have no patience for typical Interwebz bullshit, but I tolerate it all on this forum because I genuinely care about what goes on here with all of you, and what happens to you in your daily lives.... Without overstepping my bounds, I was bummed that one friend on here was (imo) going too far in an attack on another friend. This person recognized that fact on his own, and that's awesome. I never try to force my feelings on anyone here, and I'll never demand that we all be one big happy family, I just wanted to convey where I am coming from.
ALL of you here are important to me, and i don't care if that sounds silly, it is how I feel...
It would be hard to feel how Travis feels and then be able to distance yourself and say 'oh it just the internet' when shit goes down For me, id rather not have personal ties to people ill never see that can possibly try to hurt you Especially ones that attempt to use family to get under your skin
It would be hard to feel how Travis feels and then be able to distance yourself and say 'oh it just the internet' when shit goes down For me, id rather not have personal ties to people ill never see that can possibly try to hurt you Especially ones that attempt to use family to get under your skin
small forums like this one create this type of drama....you gotta take the good with the bad.....I never set out to find friends on any forums...
I feel alot like Travis too, I look at alot of people on here more then just internet friends. The other night I did cross the line and I was wrong and feel guilty and am sorry for saying that you should switch places with your sister Bianca. That was terrible and I should not have said that, it was wrong. But with alot of other people, I consider them friends and I even hung out with some of you and have plans to hang out with others. To me, this forum is the only forum I"ve ever been a part of and I'm happy I am. I feel like we're lucky to have eachother and to have become close. We all have known and talked to eachother for years now and I consider alot of you friends too. We are not all going to ever get along and noone is perfect and shittalking will occur. But I think alot like Travis that we are some way like a special community and I'm glad I found you guys. >:D<
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then after reading the comments that followed I feel I must say this:
I see the internet as a novel way to view mass amounts of porn, and a place to steal a shit load of music....I've been a part of this forum since it was the Official Mayhemfest Forum like 4 years ago, as have most of you. I have a FB account that is mostly for trolling and checking up on various news outlets. I say that because I have basically no use for the numerous social networking sites, forums, blogs, chatrooms, etc....THIS site is the only place of that nature that I have ever frequented, and the only one I have ever really cared to. I consider all of you to be friends, even the people I tend to not get along with, in spite of having never met you in person. I think I feel this way because we are a small group, and we've stuck together for so long....
Now, most of you may feel differently for your own reasons, and if you are a member of several forums, I doubt you will share my affection for this small group of people here, and that's cool with me. I have no patience for typical Interwebz bullshit, but I tolerate it all on this forum because I genuinely care about what goes on here with all of you, and what happens to you in your daily lives....
Without overstepping my bounds, I was bummed that one friend on here was (imo) going too far in an attack on another friend. This person recognized that fact on his own, and that's awesome. I never try to force my feelings on anyone here, and I'll never demand that we all be one big happy family, I just wanted to convey where I am coming from.
ALL of you here are important to me, and i don't care if that sounds silly, it is how I feel...
love ya Lady B :x
*emotional brohug*
For me, id rather not have personal ties to people ill never see that can possibly try to hurt you
Especially ones that attempt to use family to get under your skin
Absolutely none of you mean shit to me other than George. The "small family" shit died a long time ago.