Officially got over the 3 day hump of quitting squares again. \m/
Was 11 months clean but I been smoking again for 2-3 months. It all started cause I wanted loud and settled for a Black & Mild, which started the vicious cycle. Turned into a daily Black & Mild, then 5 packs of em, and then finally squares.
Finally pushed myself to quit again once I felt it really fucking wit my voice. Phlegm build-up and weak fucking breath capacity. Can't hold notes and sequences like I could 2 months ago. That'll reverse itself after about a month, but still.
Hung out with Allison last night, for the last half hour we just stood by her car in the church parking lot by my house again. After a while (9:30pm or so) it started raining, got in the car, she layed on top of me in the passenger seat, for the first few minutes we just talked. I told her two things to which she really didn't even respond too at first, she just kinda looked at me for a minute, and then just kissed me, only it wasn't just that, it went on for a good couple minutes. But after a little while her dad called, and she ended up having too go.
I honestly don't know what to think, but that's not a bad thing at all.
Also getting bumped up to $14 an hour at work floats my boat.
Well good for you. Get her to commit though dude, so she doesnt fuck your emotions.
The only thing worried about is her being somewhat cynical of herself. She seriously has some self esteem issues, but she's used to being used, abandoned or manipulated so much, I understand why, but at the same time, I just wish she wouldn't be so hard on herself.
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Hope she got him to smoke a joint and sucked his dick
They probably held hands
MetalCrusades said:
Had sex for the first time in a pool tonight.
And it was pretty damn good.
Well? What happened?
Officially got over the 3 day hump of quitting squares again. \m/
Was 11 months clean but I been smoking again for 2-3 months. It all started cause I wanted loud and settled for a Black & Mild, which started the vicious cycle. Turned into a daily Black & Mild, then 5 packs of em, and then finally squares.
Finally pushed myself to quit again once I felt it really fucking wit my voice. Phlegm build-up and weak fucking breath capacity. Can't hold notes and sequences like I could 2 months ago. That'll reverse itself after about a month, but still.
Don't I know it? lol fuckin black & Milds always start that rockslide to smoking squares again when I try laying off squares for a while.
I still occasionally smoke one when I'm really drunk. I even smoked the whole week I was camping. Never had the urge to go back though
tobacco's for tards
You're gonna die regardless.
ff prolly fucked another stranger again in the bathroom
Hung out with Allison last night, for the last half hour we just stood by her car in the church parking lot by my house again. After a while (9:30pm or so) it started raining, got in the car, she layed on top of me in the passenger seat, for the first few minutes we just talked. I told her two things to which she really didn't even respond too at first, she just kinda looked at me for a minute, and then just kissed me, only it wasn't just that, it went on for a good couple minutes. But after a little while her dad called, and she ended up having too go.
I honestly don't know what to think, but that's not a bad thing at all.
Also getting bumped up to $14 an hour at work floats my boat.
Pics :!!
tell her she better dump her bf before she kisses you again
Of what, specifically?
The only thing worried about is her being somewhat cynical of herself. She seriously has some self esteem issues, but she's used to being used, abandoned or manipulated so much, I understand why, but at the same time, I just wish she wouldn't be so hard on herself.