Been very close friends with this girl for close to a year now, some confusing bs/drama/whatever that we sorted out. After that, she basically wanted to know my life story from before i met her, so i told her, and after i finished she decided to tell me hers. Like, i legit felt really bad for her, I didn't exactly have it great growing up, but she went through a lot of shit.
TLDR version of the rest of the story is I really like this girl, and I know for a fact she does too, but we both mutually agreed that given our current situations, with our jobs and her going to school and everything that's to come, it's best to stay friends. Now, I know in my mind with everything that it is the "right" decision, but at the same time i wan to say fuck it and just be with her. Only I know I won't be her in a month, and she's gonna be going out of country next summer. I hate this bs, fuck feelings, gonna just listen to emo-revival and doom.
Been very close friends with this girl for close to a year now, some confusing bs/drama/whatever that we sorted out. After that, she basically wanted to know my life story from before i met her, so i told her, and after i finished she decided to tell me hers. Like, i legit felt really bad for her, I didn't exactly have it great growing up, but she went through a lot of shit.
TLDR version of the rest of the story is I really like this girl, and I know for a fact she does too, but we both mutually agreed that given our current situations, with our jobs and her going to school and everything that's to come, it's best to stay friends. Now, I know in my mind with everything that it is the "right" decision, but at the same time i wan to say fuck it and just be with her. Only I know I won't be her in a month, and she's gonna be going out of country next summer. I hate this bs, fuck feelings, gonna just listen to emo-revival and doom.
inb4hititandquitit
Why do you keep getting yourself into dramatic situations with women?
Been very close friends with this girl for close to a year now, some confusing bs/drama/whatever that we sorted out. After that, she basically wanted to know my life story from before i met her, so i told her, and after i finished she decided to tell me hers. Like, i legit felt really bad for her, I didn't exactly have it great growing up, but she went through a lot of shit.
TLDR version of the rest of the story is I really like this girl, and I know for a fact she does too, but we both mutually agreed that given our current situations, with our jobs and her going to school and everything that's to come, it's best to stay friends. Now, I know in my mind with everything that it is the "right" decision, but at the same time i wan to say fuck it and just be with her. Only I know I won't be her in a month, and she's gonna be going out of country next summer. I hate this bs, fuck feelings, gonna just listen to emo-revival and doom.
inb4hititandquitit
Your TLDR version is even longer than your initial comment )
The fucked up thing is it's all been with the same girl.
I know man, I'm just as astounded as you right now.
Tell her to fuck off with the drama. And do yourself a favor and stop caring/trying. Its helped me a lot.
I'm the one who initially said that this all needed to stop, she agreed and I agreed with her agreement.
Like I said i know it's best, she has become one of my closest friends over the last year. It's just part of me still wants something else, but that's just not possible right now.
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TLDR version of the rest of the story is I really like this girl, and I know for a fact she does too, but we both mutually agreed that given our current situations, with our jobs and her going to school and everything that's to come, it's best to stay friends. Now, I know in my mind with everything that it is the "right" decision, but at the same time i wan to say fuck it and just be with her. Only I know I won't be her in a month, and she's gonna be going out of country next summer. I hate this bs, fuck feelings, gonna just listen to emo-revival and doom.
inb4hititandquitit
Your TLDR version is even longer than your initial comment
)
I know man, I'm just as astounded as you right now.
I'm the one who initially said that this all needed to stop, she agreed and I agreed with her agreement.
Like I said i know it's best, she has become one of my closest friends over the last year. It's just part of me still wants something else, but that's just not possible right now.