I'm tired of this, there is obviously something that makes me repulsive to every single girl I ever become interested in, this shit needs to get fixed or I don't know what I'll do.
To top it off I threw a party tonight and maybe 20 people showed up, I seriously don't think I'll be doing that again. I can't believe I'm going to have a work a double because I wanted off work for this dumb shit, fucking worst party ever, not a single girl showed up who wasn't with a dude, and 90% of the people who said they were coming bailed.
dood, you'll find a cool chick, just give it some time and keep trying. Youre a cool ass dood and if they dont want to chill with you, its their loss, and not worth your time anyway. you'll meet a good cool chick someday soon, just keep trying and she'll come bro!
I spent 3 months of my young life stressing myself over this girl who won't tell me she doesn't want to be with me. The other problem is I had this networking app I was using on my itouch, and I had this really cute girl I was talking to and last week it is gone, I can't find it and no one knows where it is. I'm fucking pathetic, 19 and can't get a girlfriend, probably getting fired from my job, ruined a party because I was depressed, complaining to a bunch of people I've never met, and to top it off, I'm not someone who has the looks or brains to be in this situation.
Yooo, homie, don't stress it. I'm worse off than you. Also, try to learn you don't need a bitch. Relationships make you too co-dependent in my experience. The feeling of loneliness can suck sometimes, but you're honestly better off single. Now, I'm not saying I wouldn't date, if a girl I liked enough came along and the opportunity presented itself, I'd take it and give it another shot, but I'll never be on a serious pursuit for one again, and neither should you, all it causes is stress/depression, and ends up making you feel worthless.
I just literally cried like a baby, I needed that, as pathetic as it is that I did that, but I don't feel like more of a loser but like more of a human, I've tried so hard lately to be this cyborg so I can actually keep up at work, but it has bled over into everything else I do. I never show emotion so I feel weird when I do, I never give affection so it feels fake when I do, I never have a back up plan so I always bite the dust. Happiness has always just been out of reach, just close enough so I can see it but never close enough to touch it. Last time I was happy is when I dated that chick that abused me freshman year, because she made me feel wanted, attractive, like I was worth something, I don't care that she belittled me in front of her friends, or told embarrassing stuff to mine, I don't care that when we broke up she sabotaged every attempted relationship I tried to get in for over a year, it just proved that she wanted me to herself, even if she couldn't admit it. I just hide everything inside for years and don't tell anyone, I wear a smile and no one ever asks what's wrong because nothing ever is, but nothing is ever right.
I'm glad I have this place, if I said this on facebook, my parents would have me committed.
Screw chicks and relationships man. All you need is you and if you want sex just use your hand. No one actually needs someone else in their life to be with them, all you really need is you and you only. Sure it can get lonely but that's what friends are there for. To help you out a bit when you're lonely, and if you need somone to just cuddle with I'm sure somone won't mind. Don't beat yourself up over this cuz in the end it isn't worth it
Dude, if you ever want to have a serious heart-to-heart, i'm here. Message me where ever.
But I can tell you right now that relationships aren't worth it. Not at your age. Just HAVE FUN. I was in a serious relationship from the time I was 15 til I was 20. And had a kid. He was a piece of shit, abusive asshole. But the feeling of being wanted was great.. And since then, ive dated around. But they've all been losers. I just ended a 10 month relationship. Cause IMHO, being single>being in a relationship. Just go have fun, meet people. Don't waste time trying to get one girl. Because fighting for a relationship, won't lead to a good relationship. Find a girl who's willing to fight to be with YOU. That's when it's a good one.
I just literally cried like a baby, I needed that, as pathetic as it is that I did that, but I don't feel like more of a loser but like more of a human, I've tried so hard lately to be this cyborg so I can actually keep up at work, but it has bled over into everything else I do. I never show emotion so I feel weird when I do, I never give affection so it feels fake when I do, I never have a back up plan so I always bite the dust. Happiness has always just been out of reach, just close enough so I can see it but never close enough to touch it. Last time I was happy is when I dated that chick that abused me freshman year, because she made me feel wanted, attractive, like I was worth something, I don't care that she belittled me in front of her friends, or told embarrassing stuff to mine, I don't care that when we broke up she sabotaged every attempted relationship I tried to get in for over a year, it just proved that she wanted me to herself, even if she couldn't admit it. I just hide everything inside for years and don't tell anyone, I wear a smile and no one ever asks what's wrong because nothing ever is, but nothing is ever right.
I'm glad I have this place, if I said this on facebook, my parents would have me committed.
I know the exact feeling. Felt exactly like that for months after my ex. I no longer give a flying fuck about her, but still. I'm now numb to pretty much everything, and don't give a flying fuck about anything but Music, but it keeps me happy, of course, it's the ONLY thing that keeps me happy, but hey, it works for me, you should try and find an outlet, something you want to do professionally, and focus on nothing but that. Although some can't do that, but I can, works for me. My future and making it as a Musician is way more important to me than some bitch or having friends honestly.
Also, listen to this, always puts a smile on my face and gives me inspiration.
I will always disagree with this statement as long as someone who is a part of a couple, or just got out of a relationship tells me this.
I just ended a relationship, because I honestly feel they are. Extremely. If you're not ready to settle down, what's the point of being with somebody?
This. If you aren't ready to settle down then why be in a relationship because tbh...isn't that the whole point? And what really sucks is when you find that person you want to settle down with, and the other person isn't ready for that
I just literally cried like a baby, I needed that, as pathetic as it is that I did that, but I don't feel like more of a loser but like more of a human, I've tried so hard lately to be this cyborg so I can actually keep up at work, but it has bled over into everything else I do. I never show emotion so I feel weird when I do, I never give affection so it feels fake when I do, I never have a back up plan so I always bite the dust. Happiness has always just been out of reach, just close enough so I can see it but never close enough to touch it. Last time I was happy is when I dated that chick that abused me freshman year, because she made me feel wanted, attractive, like I was worth something, I don't care that she belittled me in front of her friends, or told embarrassing stuff to mine, I don't care that when we broke up she sabotaged every attempted relationship I tried to get in for over a year, it just proved that she wanted me to herself, even if she couldn't admit it. I just hide everything inside for years and don't tell anyone, I wear a smile and no one ever asks what's wrong because nothing ever is, but nothing is ever right.
I'm glad I have this place, if I said this on facebook, my parents would have me committed.
I know the exact feeling. Felt exactly like that for months after my ex. I no longer give a flying fuck about her, but still. I'm now numb to pretty much everything, and don't give a flying fuck about anything but Music, but it keeps me happy, of course, it's the ONLY thing that keeps me happy, but hey, it works for me, you should try and find an outlet, something you want to do professionally, and focus on nothing but that. Although some can't do that, but I can, works for me. My future and making it as a Musician is way more important to me than some bitch or having friends honestly.
Also, listen to this, always puts a smile on my face and gives me inspiration.
I love Lupe, have since he released Food And Liquor, I actually downloaded the new Unexpect in hopes that it would cheer me up, so far it is working a little.
I will always disagree with this statement as long as someone who is a part of a couple, or just got out of a relationship tells me this.
I just ended a relationship, because I honestly feel they are. Extremely. If you're not ready to settle down, what's the point of being with somebody?
This. If you aren't ready to settle down then why be in a relationship because tbh...isn't that the whole point? And what really sucks is when you find that person you want to settle down with, and the other person isn't ready for that
I am not ready to settle down, but I sure don't want or need one night stands, that would honestly make me more depressed. I am in that situation where I really like this girl, and she is absolutely not interested in me.
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I'm glad I have this place, if I said this on facebook, my parents would have me committed.
But I can tell you right now that relationships aren't worth it. Not at your age. Just HAVE FUN. I was in a serious relationship from the time I was 15 til I was 20. And had a kid. He was a piece of shit, abusive asshole. But the feeling of being wanted was great.. And since then, ive dated around. But they've all been losers. I just ended a 10 month relationship. Cause IMHO, being single>being in a relationship. Just go have fun, meet people. Don't waste time trying to get one girl. Because fighting for a relationship, won't lead to a good relationship. Find a girl who's willing to fight to be with YOU. That's when it's a good one.
Also, listen to this, always puts a smile on my face and gives me inspiration.