so this shit continues for the next couple hours. I keep thinking it feels wrong, but this is where its my fault, I didnt try to stop her.
So I leave her house feeling horrible. It didnt go farther then that, but it still felt wrong. And she told him the next day. And he called me. It went sometihng like this: "YOU WORTHLESS SPINELESS PIECE OF SHIT.....WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU.....I FUCKING HATE YOU I CANT EXPLAIN HOW PISSED I AM AT YOU RIGHT NOW....FUCKING KICKYOUR ASS"
at that moment, my spirit pretty much broke. He left me threats on my facebook, threatenting that the next time he see's me, he will hurt me. physically. and this guy is NOT a wimp. He is fucking RIPPED.
so, you may know about my situation with my ex gf and my ex best friend (whos ass I have yet to kick) and the ironic thing was that I told him I hate backstabbers like that guy, but in a way, I realized, I had kind of sunk to his level.
So, instead of being like my coward friend, I tried to take this problem head on by calling him instead of running scared. But he doesnt pick up. He texted me back sometime later, and he said a lot of stuff that really hurt me. The thing you gotta understand about this guy is, even though he CAN kick your ass, he doesnt need to, because he knows just what to say to get at you. and he did that a LOT. I thought the LAST time something like this happened, this was 100 times worse.
and for like a half hour, I spilled my guts to him, texting. I know it wasnt all my fault, but I did take responsibility for it since I didnt try to stop her. I told him everytihng that happened, and how sorry I was, and how I didnt deserve his forgiveness, and how I had basically become like my ex-friend (whos ass I still have to kick), and it seriously looked like I was going to lose him for good this time. He made no effort holding back telling me how worthless I was and how much of a betrayer I am.
I should be getting brownie points for actually calling him, even though he didnt pick up.
so this shit goes on and on, and i am seriously about to cry because I know that this is it, and I fucked it up for one night of regret, and I was about to lose one of my closest friends because of it, but at the very last minute,
miraculously, he changed his mind somehow, and he told me he knows im on the rebound and it was a minute of oppurtunity, etc etc, "i know how it goes," he says. It blows my mind he let me slide again, but the thing that really blows my mind is,
this is like the 4th time theyve broken up, but even though shes moving in like 2 weeks, and hes moving to iowa in like a month, theyre back together.
And he didnt seem to understand that it wasnt all my fault, but whatever, and even though I told him that, I'm too scared of pissing him off even more by mentioning that to him. She completely came on to me heavier then she ever has, and I just felt helpless.
The moral here is, dont ever do anything with your best friends ex, no matter what the circumstances are of their breakup. And if shes coming on to you like hell, then the wise thing to do is to GTFO of there. I would rather keep him as a friend then fuck his hoe, and I really mean that. I like her, but I like him more (no homo).
and as for her, I'm gonna try to stay away from her because shes bad for me. She just gets me in trouble with people I care about. But seriously, this is mostly her fault for starting this shit. I just felt completely helpless, but that could be just because I am a spineless tool, as he says.
and I am not ashamed to say this, if only I had gone to that fucking ICP concert that night, none of this would have happened.
god dammit, I just cant believe that he is giving me another chance. Or that theyre back together, for that matter.
But this whole thing has just made me thnk about what happened with me and MY friend. Maybe it was a similar situation, but the only difference is that they BOTH knew what they were doing, and knew that I was dating that hoe. That still deserves an asskicking in my book...
Comments
So I leave her house feeling horrible. It didnt go farther then that, but it still felt wrong. And she told him the next day. And he called me. It went sometihng like this:
"YOU WORTHLESS SPINELESS PIECE OF SHIT.....WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU.....I FUCKING HATE YOU I CANT EXPLAIN HOW PISSED I AM AT YOU RIGHT NOW....FUCKING KICKYOUR ASS"
at that moment, my spirit pretty much broke. He left me threats on my facebook, threatenting that the next time he see's me, he will hurt me. physically. and this guy is NOT a wimp. He is fucking RIPPED.
so, you may know about my situation with my ex gf and my ex best friend (whos ass I have yet to kick) and the ironic thing was that I told him I hate backstabbers like that guy, but in a way, I realized, I had kind of sunk to his level.
So, instead of being like my coward friend, I tried to take this problem head on by calling him instead of running scared. But he doesnt pick up. He texted me back sometime later, and he said a lot of stuff that really hurt me. The thing you gotta understand about this guy is, even though he CAN kick your ass, he doesnt need to, because he knows just what to say to get at you. and he did that a LOT. I thought the LAST time something like this happened, this was 100 times worse.
*contd in next post*.
Achtung!
"I just thought it sounded funny"
Yeah, that's why it's really fun to use. 80% you get people going waaah?
...home run in under 4 hours...nice...
"whos ass I have yet to kick"
If you haven't done it by now, you won't do it.
that lol was not at you Will because that would just be plain mean.::.::
I should be getting brownie points for actually calling him, even though he didnt pick up.
so this shit goes on and on, and i am seriously about to cry because I know that this is it, and I fucked it up for one night of regret, and I was about to lose one of my closest friends because of it, but at the very last minute,
miraculously, he changed his mind somehow, and he told me he knows im on the rebound and it was a minute of oppurtunity, etc etc, "i know how it goes," he says. It blows my mind he let me slide again, but the thing that really blows my mind is,
this is like the 4th time theyve broken up, but even though shes moving in like 2 weeks, and hes moving to iowa in like a month, theyre back together.
And he didnt seem to understand that it wasnt all my fault, but whatever, and even though I told him that, I'm too scared of pissing him off even more by mentioning that to him. She completely came on to me heavier then she ever has, and I just felt helpless.
*contd in next post*
The moral here is, dont ever do anything with your best friends ex, no matter what the circumstances are of their breakup. And if shes coming on to you like hell, then the wise thing to do is to GTFO of there. I would rather keep him as a friend then fuck his hoe, and I really mean that. I like her, but I like him more (no homo).
and as for her, I'm gonna try to stay away from her because shes bad for me. She just gets me in trouble with people I care about. But seriously, this is mostly her fault for starting this shit. I just felt completely helpless, but that could be just because I am a spineless tool, as he says.
and I am not ashamed to say this, if only I had gone to that fucking ICP concert that night, none of this would have happened.
god dammit, I just cant believe that he is giving me another chance. Or that theyre back together, for that matter.
But this whole thing has just made me thnk about what happened with me and MY friend. Maybe it was a similar situation, but the only difference is that they BOTH knew what they were doing, and knew that I was dating that hoe. That still deserves an asskicking in my book...
all right. all questions I will answer now.
doubt that worth reading
yes, it was great at the time, but I am still filled with regret about it.
we're definitely gonna have trust issues from here on out.....