So I go to make toaster strudel and put the level of toast what I normally put it on. After it's done I notice it's a bit burnt. I look over and my dad has the temp turned up way higher than what it's usually on. Then to top it off I fucking burnt my finger on the door to the toaster-oven X(
Downtown Brown show was cancelled. Didn't find out until about the time I tried to open the locked door of the venue. I had a pretty good idea based on the empty parking spots and the lights off, but that really sealed it.
I'm not digging having a night shift. I'd rather work in the morning and then have all day to do stuff as opposed having all morning and earlier afternoon to do stuff then having to go to work. Especially when I have to night shifts on Friday and Saturday
Realized that over this past year, I've lost myself. I thought I was doing the grieving thing, but I guess not. I'm a different person and I just now realized it. It's a part of what fucked up my relationship that is currently on hold right now and I'm just hoping that that can be salvaged. But right now it's best that I work on me. I'm going on a trip somewhere, right now I don't know where. Originally I was going on a cross country road trip to just explore things and meet new people. But now it's branching out to a trip to Australia. What's funny is in the end they cost about the same. I don't know. I just really want want to get myself back together the best I can before I go total fucking crazy. Ended up being shorter than I thought but it already helps.
When my dad died in 2007 it really really changed me. I lost myself, and I STILL have not found myself. I'm really really sorry you're going through that as well. I hope you find the peace you need soon. >:D<
Swinging through Vegas was part of the original plan but I'm looking towards getting out of the states now. I'm going to jump on getting a passport here quickly as well as telling my work that they can either work with me to not go batshit crazy or I'll just leave peacefully. I've joked a hundred times about leaving but this has to happen.
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To make things easier.
On another note, I may be working a bra store again next week.
Realized that over this past year, I've lost myself. I thought I was doing the grieving thing, but I guess not. I'm a different person and I just now realized it. It's a part of what fucked up my relationship that is currently on hold right now and I'm just hoping that that can be salvaged. But right now it's best that I work on me. I'm going on a trip somewhere, right now I don't know where. Originally I was going on a cross country road trip to just explore things and meet new people. But now it's branching out to a trip to Australia. What's funny is in the end they cost about the same. I don't know. I just really want want to get myself back together the best I can before I go total fucking crazy. Ended up being shorter than I thought but it already helps.
or you know, if you swing through the hell that is phoenix