You’re in the club now Rex. In case no one else explained it to ya, you only get to have two feelings that matter from now on - too hot or too cold.Thats it. Feeling sad? Doesn’t matter, you have other people to take care of. Hate your job? Doesn’t matter, gotta provide. Even those feelings of incorrect temperature are temporary though. You get to keep your hoodie or jacket right up until someone forgets their shit or the weather changes. Then you don’t even get to feel temperature anymore.
I haven’t taken any since 2008. Looking back, they were a nightmare. I don’t think it’s the drugs *necessarily* but how they’re administered. Doctors seem to feel the need to tinker with your scripts and it can cause some really difficult results. I started all the way back in 1992 . I don’t like to place blame on things other than my own decisions, but I could make a solid argument that the drugs they had me on and the way they kept changing my treatments ruined my high school years and led to me dropping out. I started when I was a 7th grader with straight A’s. I have an award signed by George Bush because I never got anything below an A throughout elementary school. But then I never passed a class in 8th grade or all of high school. My doctors and parents never seemed to connect that to my treatments. Once I made the choice to stop taking them because of some really awful side effects, I started getting my shit together and being able to hold jobs. I still have problems that occasionally get serious, but I’m not on the rollercoaster I was on for those 15 years
I will say I know people the SSRIs have done wonders for. So I won’t tell people not to give them a chance. I just think you should temper expectations, be careful with them, and be as honest as possible with doctors to let them know what they’re doing to/for you