The Token Lounge in Detroit just posted that hey added these shows to their schedule • DORO with SISTER SIN.........2/12/13 • DRI ...................................2/24/13 • NILE ..................................3/14/13 • SOILWORK & Jeff Loomis.....3/23/13
how about you fuck off...its the grind your gears thread...and excuse me if a pointless 4 hours in the middle of the day grinds my gears a bit...i mean it did make it so i could do completely nothing today
I feel not so good. I'm taking care of my sisters for the night since my parents are in Tucson. I dropped off one of them at the gymnastics center a few hours ago, then just got home from picking her up. I was happy for the determination she had, so we stopped at Chevron to get a couple snacks (and one for my other sister back at home) on me.
Sometimes when I do these things, I get sad afterwards. It sounds weird, but it's a pretty scary thing. I get serious feels out of nowhere, and it brings me down really low
It's not a "godddamn I fucking regret being nice FUUUUUCK!!" sort of thing at all. I don't regret a single part. I love my sisters, and truly value anyone I go out of the way to help make their day better.
I don't get angry after. I get depressed. I get this sense of loss and helplessness. I feel alone.
I wonder if this is connected to how I felt the other night in some way.
I was going through my day, and just started feeling very apathetic about everything I saw. I got on Facebook. Same people making the same posts and talking in the same predictable way. I hated it. I considered deleting my Facebook, or at least not using it anymore. Nothing bad even happened in my day to cause me to have that thinking. I just hated it all. And I hated the internet. Same bullshit, different day. I hated it when people talked to me. It's as if I knew what they were going to say and I was disgusted by it.
It was liek that episode of south park where Stan sees everything as shit.
My dorm almost got broken into. Apparently some dude opened the window and broke the screen door and tore down a curtain. Luckily he didn't get in and steal anything, but still, I'm kind of sketched out.
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• DORO with SISTER SIN.........2/12/13
• DRI ...................................2/24/13
• NILE ..................................3/14/13
• SOILWORK & Jeff Loomis.....3/23/13
All of which were suppose to be at Blondie's
how about you fuck off...its the grind your gears thread...and excuse me if a pointless 4 hours in the middle of the day grinds my gears a bit...i mean it did make it so i could do completely nothing today
Sometimes when I do these things, I get sad afterwards. It sounds weird, but it's a pretty scary thing. I get serious feels out of nowhere, and it brings me down really low
which part makes you sad?
It's not a "godddamn I fucking regret being nice FUUUUUCK!!" sort of thing at all. I don't regret a single part. I love my sisters, and truly value anyone I go out of the way to help make their day better.
I don't get angry after. I get depressed. I get this sense of loss and helplessness. I feel alone.
It's very difficult to explain
I was going through my day, and just started feeling very apathetic about everything I saw. I got on Facebook. Same people making the same posts and talking in the same predictable way. I hated it. I considered deleting my Facebook, or at least not using it anymore. Nothing bad even happened in my day to cause me to have that thinking. I just hated it all. And I hated the internet. Same bullshit, different day. I hated it when people talked to me. It's as if I knew what they were going to say and I was disgusted by it.
It was liek that episode of south park where Stan sees everything as shit.
>:D<