And before you get it twisted up like you probably already have, me deciding to put all of that bullshit behind me came before i ever started talking to this other person.
I decided to do that because it was best for me, and that is it.
Not even joking though... you should give me your friends email address so I could email her what you just said. She really should know what a fucking number she did on you, such that she can reevaluate if she truly is a friend to you. If I did to someone what she did to you, and then still wanted to try and call you a friend- Holy shit, I'd be about the biggest piece of shit ever. She probably has no idea what she actually did.
And honestly I had no idea it was that bad either.
Its not her fault.
It is not her fault that she doesn't have feelings for you, but it is 100% this cunts fault that she strings you along as a friend at the expense of your feelings. If she actually did care about you she would tell you that you are a great guy and will find someone, but that you two can't be friends anymore....
She isn't totally to blame I agree- because you are stupid enough to let this bitch work you over like that. If you knew what was best for you, you'd tell this bitch to fuck off and that you can't be friends with her anymore.
Man whatever. I don't see why we can't still be friends. Because of my feelings? We still have a lot of fun just hanging out and whatever. It sucks it will never be what it was before. But it is what it is. I'm just happy we're as good of friends we are now instead of nothing, like it could have turned out. And she doesn't use me. Its not like she's making me do things for her making it seem like she's interested and takes it away at the last minute. I genuinely like who she is because of who she is when we hang out and talk.
And before you get it twisted up like you probably already have, me deciding to put all of that bullshit behind me came before i ever started talking to this other person.
I decided to do that because it was best for me, and that is it.
Not even joking though... you should give me your friends email address so I could email her what you just said. She really should know what a fucking number she did on you, such that she can reevaluate if she truly is a friend to you. If I did to someone what she did to you, and then still wanted to try and call you a friend- Holy shit, I'd be about the biggest piece of shit ever. She probably has no idea what she actually did.
And honestly I had no idea it was that bad either.
Its not her fault.
It is not her fault that she doesn't have feelings for you, but it is 100% this cunts fault that she strings you along as a friend at the expense of your feelings. If she actually did care about you she would tell you that you are a great guy and will find someone, but that you two can't be friends anymore....
She isn't totally to blame I agree- because you are stupid enough to let this bitch work you over like that. If you knew what was best for you, you'd tell this bitch to fuck off and that you can't be friends with her anymore.
Man whatever. I don't see why we can't still be friends. Because of my feelings? We still have a lot of fun just hanging out and whatever. It sucks it will never be what it was before. But it is what it is. I'm just happy we're as good of friends we are now instead of nothing, like it could have turned out. And she doesn't use me. Its not like she's making me do things for her making it seem like she's interested and takes it away at the last minute. I genuinely like who she is because of who she is when we hang out and talk.
And before you get it twisted up like you probably already have, me deciding to put all of that bullshit behind me came before i ever started talking to this other person.
I decided to do that because it was best for me, and that is it.
Again, wtf. When was there a new broad?
>refers to any girl as a broad >kill yourself
You're saying that I have to post about everything that happens to me on here, I've been posting less and less over the last couple months, and there's good reasons for that.
Not even joking though... you should give me your friends email address so I could email her what you just said. She really should know what a fucking number she did on you, such that she can reevaluate if she truly is a friend to you. If I did to someone what she did to you, and then still wanted to try and call you a friend- Holy shit, I'd be about the biggest piece of shit ever. She probably has no idea what she actually did.
And honestly I had no idea it was that bad either.
Its not her fault.
It is not her fault that she doesn't have feelings for you, but it is 100% this cunts fault that she strings you along as a friend at the expense of your feelings. If she actually did care about you she would tell you that you are a great guy and will find someone, but that you two can't be friends anymore....
She isn't totally to blame I agree- because you are stupid enough to let this bitch work you over like that. If you knew what was best for you, you'd tell this bitch to fuck off and that you can't be friends with her anymore.
Man whatever. I don't see why we can't still be friends. Because of my feelings? We still have a lot of fun just hanging out and whatever. It sucks it will never be what it was before. But it is what it is. I'm just happy we're as good of friends we are now instead of nothing, like it could have turned out. And she doesn't use me. Its not like she's making me do things for her making it seem like she's interested and takes it away at the last minute. I genuinely like who she is because of who she is when we hang out and talk.
And before you get it twisted up like you probably already have, me deciding to put all of that bullshit behind me came before i ever started talking to this other person.
I decided to do that because it was best for me, and that is it.
Again, wtf. When was there a new broad?
>refers to any girl as a broad >kill yourself
You're saying that I have to post about everything that happens to me on here, I've been posting less and less over the last couple months, and there's good reasons for that.
Cunt and bitch is ok, but broad is where you draw the line?
I really do weep for MC. He misses out on so much good shit
I don't. Him screwing himself out of experiencing life, doesn't impact me any. If anything his prime example of how you should not live life, serves as a reminder for me to not get complacent in my normal routine. MC could literally kill himself and I wouldn't be sad. Not because I actually want the dude to die, but because I dont get emotionally effected by internet conversations.
I love how for someone who claims to not know or give a shit about us outside the forum, you sure do think you know a lot about me.
I am not missing out on experiencing anything in life. So I don't drink or do drugs or date or have sex. Big fucking deal. I prefer to spend my time doing other things that I enjoy. That doesn't make me lazy, or a piece of shit. There is plenty that I do that others dont. I'm away at school, learning about how to make my goals a reality. I have better grades this year than I ever have had in school. I have a tight group of close friends. More than some of you can say. I do socialize - I go to shows and game with other people. I've recorded music for local bands here, and have my own music out on the internet - more than most of you can say. I interned with National Public Radio over the summer. I have a desk job at school, and a warehouse job back home. So fuck off with you're "sad sack of shit" talk. You always come at me for being "pretentious" and "holier than thou", and now here you are telling me I'm missing out on life because I like to experience different things than you. Who's a hypocrite now?
Optimism doesn't suit me. It just leads to disappointment and depression. Me asking my friend out this summer was both a curse and a blessing. A curse, I suppose, because I am not more negative about sex and relationships than I have ever been. A blessing because it has made me more of a realist. I know who I am now, and I know that who I am is not what girls consider dating worthy. As I've said before, if the girl who I consider is closest to me than any other girl doesn't find me dating worthy, then some cunt in my classes or at a bar isn't going to think so either. Me staying away from that shit just saves me rejection and disappointment, which would make me more depressed than simply staying away from it. And in all honesty, this is the only part of my life where the "sad shit" comes into play. I get discouraged from time to time in music, when I see people much better than me or my peers making it while I'm still writing thrash anthems in my room. But I'm still attacking the music industry full force. Never gave up on that.
I admit much of my anti-relationship talk is more ranting to get my thoughts and frustrations out there. Its a little hard I don't know anybody else who thinks like me. I had one friend who was, but he has since rejected those beliefs and got himself a girlfriend, and now I feel isolated again.
First off, I wanna apologize if I may have offended you by saying the whole "sad sack of shit thing". I wasn't tryna be mean, but it just seems like you're legit sad, and I often just call myself a sad sack of shit so I thought it cool. If it offended you, my bad.
And to an extent you're right about certain things. We shouldn't give you shit for doing things you enjoy. Playing video games, watching anime, reading comic books, and other nerdy shit isn't a bad thing. The only reason I often respond when you post this kind of shit is because you and I aren't unalike. I feel like we're the two on this forum that have the most similar problems as far as the whole girls thing goes. In fact, I'm pretty sure you have more experience with them considering you've actually had a girlfriend. I can't even claim that. But the matter of fact is you're missing out on a part of life I believe you want. If you don't want to do drugs or drink or even have sex, fuck it. Maybe that'll change. But I can tell you want a relationship. You want to love somebody. But since the one person you've really liked rejected you, you've let that discourage you, which is understandable. I don't know that feeling since I"ve never even asked a girl out, let alone a girl I've known for a long time and had deep feelings for. But you've let that get you to the point where you see it fit that you should complete give up and it's disheartening. But that's no excuse to start hating women and give up and ever meeting a woman you might really like. No excuse to just see every girl on a dating site or even just in life as some "slut" or "cunt". That's not the way to think about it. I know this girl you asked out over the summer must've meant a lot to you, but at one point, she was just some other girl, some other "cunt" (you're words, not mine) like all these girls you see around campus or at shows or whatever. And the thing is until you open up a little, every girl will remain just some random girl. You have to give them a shot too. You're really not that much of a mess dude. Sure you're overweight, don't eat healthy and into nerdy shit and metal. There's way more women out there that are into that stuff or accepting of that stuff than you realize. They're not that easy to spot in plain view, but they exist. Sure, the average girl may not find you attractive and find your hobbies to be weird, but there are plenty that don't and might actually like you for who you are on the inside, which seems to be what you're all about, the character of somebody's being. Which brings me to my next point. Dating sites. Sure the dating apps like tinder are shallow, even I see that. But there are dating sites that go below the surface. I'm not saying you have to try them, but please try and realize they're not for the desperate. For people who in the eyes of the masses have peculiar hobbies, the internet is a great resource for communicating with people who have similar interests or ideals. Think about it, why else did you join these forums? you wanted to talk to people who are into the same kind of music you are because you couldn't find many people like that at school. That's why I did. The same thing can be applied to dating websites. It's just a means to make finding people you many potentially really get along with easier. It's a beautiful thing really, whether being used for relationships or not. So when some of are saying you're missing out on life, at the core I don't think it's because you don't wanna get drunk or high, or eat the ass. It's because we can tell you're yearning for some sort of human connection and you're denying yourself of it because you were hurt once. It's like if somebody got into a car wreck one time and decided to never drive after that. It'd make getting around a lot harder than it needed to be, and you'd probably say they're missing out on stuff because their fear. So don't shave. Keep the hair. Keep playing video games until 2am. Keeping writing pirate metal. If you're gonna change you're diet and start exercising, it should be because you want to improve your health. There's somebody likely dozens of girls in this world who you could end up happy with and you have the means to find at least one of them. I'm not saying do it now, but don't never do it.
Man whatever. I don't see why we can't still be friends. Because of my feelings? We still have a lot of fun just hanging out and whatever. It sucks it will never be what it was before. But it is what it is. I'm just happy we're as good of friends we are now instead of nothing, like it could have turned out. And she doesn't use me. Its not like she's making me do things for her making it seem like she's interested and takes it away at the last minute. I genuinely like who she is because of who she is when we hang out and talk.
Yes! You can't be friends with her because you have strong feelings for her. Everytime you hang out it's like she is 'accidentally' sticking a knife though your heart. Deny it all you want. Go ahead and make excuses for this cunt. But frankly the longer you hang out with her the more hurt she is causing you and the more fucked up you are becoming. Would you consider yourself a good friend to someone if every time you got together you said to them "Jesus christ! You are such an ugly stupid fuck ) ) " That's basically your relationship with her, so how could she possibly consider you a friend. She isnt your friend. A friend would realize how much they are hurting you, and end the friendship for your own personal health. All she cares about is herself. selfish.
Not even joking though... you should give me your friends email address so I could email her what you just said. She really should know what a fucking number she did on you, such that she can reevaluate if she truly is a friend to you. If I did to someone what she did to you, and then still wanted to try and call you a friend- Holy shit, I'd be about the biggest piece of shit ever. She probably has no idea what she actually did.
And honestly I had no idea it was that bad either.
Its not her fault.
It is not her fault that she doesn't have feelings for you, but it is 100% this cunts fault that she strings you along as a friend at the expense of your feelings. If she actually did care about you she would tell you that you are a great guy and will find someone, but that you two can't be friends anymore....
She isn't totally to blame I agree- because you are stupid enough to let this bitch work you over like that. If you knew what was best for you, you'd tell this bitch to fuck off and that you can't be friends with her anymore.
Man whatever. I don't see why we can't still be friends. Because of my feelings? We still have a lot of fun just hanging out and whatever. It sucks it will never be what it was before. But it is what it is. I'm just happy we're as good of friends we are now instead of nothing, like it could have turned out. And she doesn't use me. Its not like she's making me do things for her making it seem like she's interested and takes it away at the last minute. I genuinely like who she is because of who she is when we hang out and talk.
And before you get it twisted up like you probably already have, me deciding to put all of that bullshit behind me came before i ever started talking to this other person.
I decided to do that because it was best for me, and that is it.
Again, wtf. When was there a new broad?
>refers to any girl as a broad >kill yourself
You're saying that I have to post about everything that happens to me on here, I've been posting less and less over the last couple months, and there's good reasons for that.
Cunt and bitch is ok, but broad is where you draw the line?
No, but you were automatically jumping to the conclusion that the girl I am talking too was a "broad", which is fucking stupid. I have never called anyone a cunt, i wouldn't call someone a bitch unless they generally acted like one.
I really do weep for MC. He misses out on so much good shit
I don't. Him screwing himself out of experiencing life, doesn't impact me any. If anything his prime example of how you should not live life, serves as a reminder for me to not get complacent in my normal routine. MC could literally kill himself and I wouldn't be sad. Not because I actually want the dude to die, but because I dont get emotionally effected by internet conversations.
I love how for someone who claims to not know or give a shit about us outside the forum, you sure do think you know a lot about me.
I am not missing out on experiencing anything in life. So I don't drink or do drugs or date or have sex. Big fucking deal. I prefer to spend my time doing other things that I enjoy. That doesn't make me lazy, or a piece of shit. There is plenty that I do that others dont. I'm away at school, learning about how to make my goals a reality. I have better grades this year than I ever have had in school. I have a tight group of close friends. More than some of you can say. I do socialize - I go to shows and game with other people. I've recorded music for local bands here, and have my own music out on the internet - more than most of you can say. I interned with National Public Radio over the summer. I have a desk job at school, and a warehouse job back home. So fuck off with you're "sad sack of shit" talk. You always come at me for being "pretentious" and "holier than thou", and now here you are telling me I'm missing out on life because I like to experience different things than you. Who's a hypocrite now?
Optimism doesn't suit me. It just leads to disappointment and depression. Me asking my friend out this summer was both a curse and a blessing. A curse, I suppose, because I am not more negative about sex and relationships than I have ever been. A blessing because it has made me more of a realist. I know who I am now, and I know that who I am is not what girls consider dating worthy. As I've said before, if the girl who I consider is closest to me than any other girl doesn't find me dating worthy, then some cunt in my classes or at a bar isn't going to think so either. Me staying away from that shit just saves me rejection and disappointment, which would make me more depressed than simply staying away from it. And in all honesty, this is the only part of my life where the "sad shit" comes into play. I get discouraged from time to time in music, when I see people much better than me or my peers making it while I'm still writing thrash anthems in my room. But I'm still attacking the music industry full force. Never gave up on that.
I admit much of my anti-relationship talk is more ranting to get my thoughts and frustrations out there. Its a little hard I don't know anybody else who thinks like me. I had one friend who was, but he has since rejected those beliefs and got himself a girlfriend, and now I feel isolated again.
First off, I wanna apologize if I may have offended you by saying the whole "sad sack of shit thing". I wasn't tryna be mean, but it just seems like you're legit sad, and I often just call myself a sad sack of shit so I thought it cool. If it offended you, my bad.
And to an extent you're right about certain things. We shouldn't give you shit for doing things you enjoy. Playing video games, watching anime, reading comic books, and other nerdy shit isn't a bad thing. The only reason I often respond when you post this kind of shit is because you and I aren't unalike. I feel like we're the two on this forum that have the most similar problems as far as the whole girls thing goes. In fact, I'm pretty sure you have more experience with them considering you've actually had a girlfriend. I can't even claim that. But the matter of fact is you're missing out on a part of life I believe you want. If you don't want to do drugs or drink or even have sex, fuck it. Maybe that'll change. But I can tell you want a relationship. You want to love somebody. But since the one person you've really liked rejected you, you've let that discourage you, which is understandable. I don't know that feeling since I"ve never even asked a girl out, let alone a girl I've known for a long time and had deep feelings for. But you've let that get you to the point where you see it fit that you should complete give up and it's disheartening. But that's no excuse to start hating women and give up and ever meeting a woman you might really like. No excuse to just see every girl on a dating site or even just in life as some "slut" or "cunt". That's not the way to think about it. I know this girl you asked out over the summer must've meant a lot to you, but at one point, she was just some other girl, some other "cunt" (you're words, not mine) like all these girls you see around campus or at shows or whatever. And the thing is until you open up a little, every girl will remain just some random girl. You have to give them a shot too. You're really not that much of a mess dude. Sure you're overweight, don't eat healthy and into nerdy shit and metal. There's way more women out there that are into that stuff or accepting of that stuff than you realize. They're not that easy to spot in plain view, but they exist. Sure, the average girl may not find you attractive and find your hobbies to be weird, but there are plenty that don't and might actually like you for who you are on the inside, which seems to be what you're all about, the character of somebody's being. Which brings me to my next point. Dating sites. Sure the dating apps like tinder are shallow, even I see that. But there are dating sites that go below the surface. I'm not saying you have to try them, but please try and realize they're not for the desperate. For people who in the eyes of the masses have peculiar hobbies, the internet is a great resource for communicating with people who have similar interests or ideals. Think about it, why else did you join these forums? you wanted to talk to people who are into the same kind of music you are because you couldn't find many people like that at school. That's why I did. The same thing can be applied to dating websites. It's just a means to make finding people you many potentially really get along with easier. It's a beautiful thing really, whether being used for relationships or not. So when some of are saying you're missing out on life, at the core I don't think it's because you don't wanna get drunk or high, or eat the ass. It's because we can tell you're yearning for some sort of human connection and you're denying yourself of it because you were hurt once. It's like if somebody got into a car wreck one time and decided to never drive after that. It'd make getting around a lot harder than it needed to be, and you'd probably say they're missing out on stuff because their fear. So don't shave. Keep the hair. Keep playing video games until 2am. Keeping writing pirate metal. If you're gonna change you're diet and start exercising, it should be because you want to improve your health. There's somebody likely dozens of girls in this world who you could end up happy with and you have the means to find at least one of them. I'm not saying do it now, but don't never do it.
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I decided to do that because it was best for me, and that is it.
Again, wtf. When was there a new broad?
>kill yourself
You're saying that I have to post about everything that happens to me on here, I've been posting less and less over the last couple months, and there's good reasons for that.
And to an extent you're right about certain things. We shouldn't give you shit for doing things you enjoy. Playing video games, watching anime, reading comic books, and other nerdy shit isn't a bad thing. The only reason I often respond when you post this kind of shit is because you and I aren't unalike. I feel like we're the two on this forum that have the most similar problems as far as the whole girls thing goes. In fact, I'm pretty sure you have more experience with them considering you've actually had a girlfriend. I can't even claim that. But the matter of fact is you're missing out on a part of life I believe you want. If you don't want to do drugs or drink or even have sex, fuck it. Maybe that'll change. But I can tell you want a relationship. You want to love somebody. But since the one person you've really liked rejected you, you've let that discourage you, which is understandable. I don't know that feeling since I"ve never even asked a girl out, let alone a girl I've known for a long time and had deep feelings for. But you've let that get you to the point where you see it fit that you should complete give up and it's disheartening. But that's no excuse to start hating women and give up and ever meeting a woman you might really like. No excuse to just see every girl on a dating site or even just in life as some "slut" or "cunt". That's not the way to think about it. I know this girl you asked out over the summer must've meant a lot to you, but at one point, she was just some other girl, some other "cunt" (you're words, not mine) like all these girls you see around campus or at shows or whatever. And the thing is until you open up a little, every girl will remain just some random girl. You have to give them a shot too. You're really not that much of a mess dude. Sure you're overweight, don't eat healthy and into nerdy shit and metal. There's way more women out there that are into that stuff or accepting of that stuff than you realize. They're not that easy to spot in plain view, but they exist. Sure, the average girl may not find you attractive and find your hobbies to be weird, but there are plenty that don't and might actually like you for who you are on the inside, which seems to be what you're all about, the character of somebody's being. Which brings me to my next point. Dating sites. Sure the dating apps like tinder are shallow, even I see that. But there are dating sites that go below the surface. I'm not saying you have to try them, but please try and realize they're not for the desperate. For people who in the eyes of the masses have peculiar hobbies, the internet is a great resource for communicating with people who have similar interests or ideals. Think about it, why else did you join these forums? you wanted to talk to people who are into the same kind of music you are because you couldn't find many people like that at school. That's why I did. The same thing can be applied to dating websites. It's just a means to make finding people you many potentially really get along with easier. It's a beautiful thing really, whether being used for relationships or not. So when some of are saying you're missing out on life, at the core I don't think it's because you don't wanna get drunk or high, or eat the ass. It's because we can tell you're yearning for some sort of human connection and you're denying yourself of it because you were hurt once. It's like if somebody got into a car wreck one time and decided to never drive after that. It'd make getting around a lot harder than it needed to be, and you'd probably say they're missing out on stuff because their fear. So don't shave. Keep the hair. Keep playing video games until 2am. Keeping writing pirate metal. If you're gonna change you're diet and start exercising, it should be because you want to improve your health. There's somebody likely dozens of girls in this world who you could end up happy with and you have the means to find at least one of them. I'm not saying do it now, but don't never do it.
Yes! You can't be friends with her because you have strong feelings for her. Everytime you hang out it's like she is 'accidentally' sticking a knife though your heart. Deny it all you want. Go ahead and make excuses for this cunt. But frankly the longer you hang out with her the more hurt she is causing you and the more fucked up you are becoming. Would you consider yourself a good friend to someone if every time you got together you said to them "Jesus christ! You are such an ugly stupid fuck
The cunt is NOT your friend.
This album fucking rules \m/
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