Where should I start. I don't have friends, and don't try to make any, like I just said. I have niggas I'll chill wit, but they ain't friends. I have no friends to impress, and I don't honestly give a fuck who I fit in wit. I never fit in anywhere, I was always so different from everyone. My goal was never to "fit in.". I listen to Hip Hop simply 'cause I love it. Ain't a day that goes by where I'm not walking through the house, just rapping, wit no Music on, just rapping. My verses, other artists verses, whatever, for hours, just 'cause I fucking love Hip Hop and the act of rapping. Leading me to my next point, am I making Hip Hop to "fit in"? I literally make Music that no one gives a single flying fuck about, but I don't quit and keep making Music, if only for myself, simply because I love making Hip Hop records. It's like what Dr. Dre said in The Art Of Rap. "I could be a plumber, and I'd still make Hip Hop records, just for the love of it.". No one gives a shit about Episode 95. No one gives a fuck about a single track I've dropped. If I was doing it to fit in, I'd move onto my "next big scheme" to get attention. My Music gets me no buzz, no attention, I'm the only one who listens to it and gives a fuck about it. and I'm done stressing over it. I continue to make Hip Hop simply for the love of it. If you wanna get into my other passion, bodybuilding, if I was doing it to fit in (Doing it simply to please bitches, which in itself, is being a fucking simp.), then I would lift for 3 months and then stop, then just do cardio and stay scrawny and cut like Taylor Lautner, since that's what 95% of these broads want. I fully realize that massive physiques aren't attractive to most bitches and I'll be viewed as disgusting by a majority of them once I hit my goal physique. But I don't give a fuck, 'cause I lift and build my physique for no one, and nothing, but my own self satisfaction. It's for my OWN self pride and accomplishment. Everything I do, everything I like, everything I listen to, everything I wear, everything I play, it's for nothing but myself. I literally do not give a single fuck about anyone but myself. I don't give a single fuck what anyone else thinks of me, my actions, my thoughts, my opinions, or anything else involving me. This is why simps disgust me, 'cause they do the exact opposite of everything I just said, and for nothing but a fucking broad. They'll change their entire character for a fucking slut.
WakeOfAshesPosts: 21,665destroyer of motherfuckers
Ended up getting a 75 on my final this quarter Normally a 75 isnt something to be happy about but I was fearing a 40% grade which would have given me a C in the class. I needed an 80% for an A... however a B means my work pays for the class so that's 4,000 dollars in my pocket!
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