The whole plan is buy the slum kick out the crackheads n rezone for commercial
I can promise you that this idea will not work out. It's a very bad idea and you should get out while you still can. I promise you, there is no money to be made doing that.
When an adolescent wannabe wigger tries to act like he knows everything about anything, even though he is incapable of seeing things more than a single, outdated way.
By "handle", you mean ignore it while hiding behind excess because you have no actual meaning in life? Which even if that is true, you overcompensate and budge the little white truths in everything you ever say, so yeah.
There's also a different between "whining" and venting. Whining is just "wah, wah, life is too hard", where venting is discussing whatever it is that you may not be happy with. But then again, you're too much of an immature nincompoop to know the difference, so I'll just leave it at that.
Difference is, I understand and accept life has no real meaning and enjoy it nonetheless. End your life. And who the fuck says nincompoop, lame ass nigga lmfao.
Difference is, I understand and accept life has no real meaning and enjoy it nonetheless. End your life. And who the fuck says nincompoop, lame ass nigga lmfao.
Maybe YOUR life has no meaning, but hey, your words not mine.
And if being "lame" means being the opposite of a full blown jackass with a god complex, then I'll take it. Plus, saying nincompoop still isn't as fucking retarded as "nigga".
There's a difference between a boy and a man, same with a girl and a woman. Big difference actually. And you can tell fast af who's a girl/boy and who's a man/woman.
And you're always going to be a kid to us, Erik. Sorry dude
Difference is, I understand and accept life has no real meaning and enjoy it nonetheless. End your life. And who the fuck says nincompoop, lame ass nigga lmfao.
Maybe YOUR life has no meaning, but hey, your words not mine.
And if being "lame" means being the opposite of a full blown jackass with a god complex, then I'll take it. Plus, saying nincompoop still isn't as fucking retarded as "nigga".
You jus said the other day life has no meaning. :l But the difference is you can't seem to handle that. Life has no meaning at all, and acid has really opened my eyes to that even moreso. Do you realize how unimaginably gigantic the universe is? Even the Beatles and Justin Biebers of the world, the epitome of success and havin it all, mean absolutely nothin in the long run. In 100 years they're nothin more than a microscopic speck in time. There is absolutely no point to life except enjoyin yours while you're here and doin what the fuck you wanna do. I think the reason you're so bitter about me is you can't stomach the fact that someone you hate so much is doin better than you in absolutely every aspect. I'm happy and enjoy my life, have great friends, get female attention, talented and good at what I do. That's 4 big red X's for you. And by the way, confidence ain't a "God complex". I used to hate myself, now I know I'm the man. Should try it some time even tho you ain't. )
I don't hate you, hating would imply caring, even if it's in a negative way.
I'm not bitter, I'm not necessarily "depressed", and I don't seek out attention from females, or anyone else for that matter. To be honest i hate that. Granted, the only time i got a ton of it was when I used to play baseball and soccer, two things I was actually really good at at one point. But even then, I didn't like even the slightest bit of attention for anyone outside of the 3 people I genuinely cared about. It's not even you, or anyone else in particular, I guess I just don't understand why people want/seek attention from people they don't care about, much less know at all. I know you don't care about some random person's opinion, much less any of ours, not that you should. I am talented and good at what i do, even if it's just playing music or photography. I'll be the first to admit I'm not the best, but I know I'm good enough for what I would want out of it.
But you are right about one thing, though. I'm not happy, and I haven't been since probably last summer or so. It's not that i hate my life, or anything else, I just don't genuinely care about hardly anything anymore. I don't even get excited about photographing concerts anymore, which is the closest thing to being "successful" that I've gotten. I still enjoy playing drums, and I write lyrics occasionally, but I've all but given up on trying to start a band. I was actually just offered to audition for some hard rock/metal band out of orlando called Dark Summer (stupid name, but regardless..). They're putting out their debut full length album next month, and will be playing a festival with Rise Against, Hollywood Undead, Killswitch Engage etc in Orlando, followed by going on a 2 week tour up the East coast. But i declined the offer to audition, for two reasons. One, I just don't genuine want it, at least not like this. I want to write and perform the stuff I've written, I don't want to end up just being some session/touring guy, essentially. Idk. Two, because their music does nothing for me, and I can't settle for anything.
I know a couple guys on here recommend just saying fuck it and go somewhere I haven't before, try something different and such. But like I said, there's really nothing out there that I genuinely want bad enough to really do anything for it. I'm just in a constant state of indifference, /shrugs.
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Keep trying, pumpkin.
ha, okay then.
There's also a different between "whining" and venting. Whining is just "wah, wah, life is too hard", where venting is discussing whatever it is that you may not be happy with. But then again, you're too much of an immature nincompoop to know the difference, so I'll just leave it at that.
And if being "lame" means being the opposite of a full blown jackass with a god complex, then I'll take it. Plus, saying nincompoop still isn't as fucking retarded as "nigga".
And you're always going to be a kid to us, Erik. Sorry dude
You jus said the other day life has no meaning. :l But the difference is you can't seem to handle that. Life has no meaning at all, and acid has really opened my eyes to that even moreso. Do you realize how unimaginably gigantic the universe is? Even the Beatles and Justin Biebers of the world, the epitome of success and havin it all, mean absolutely nothin in the long run. In 100 years they're nothin more than a microscopic speck in time. There is absolutely no point to life except enjoyin yours while you're here and doin what the fuck you wanna do. I think the reason you're so bitter about me is you can't stomach the fact that someone you hate so much is doin better than you in absolutely every aspect. I'm happy and enjoy my life, have great friends, get female attention, talented and good at what I do. That's 4 big red X's for you. And by the way, confidence ain't a "God complex". I used to hate myself, now I know I'm the man. Should try it some time even tho you ain't.
I'm not bitter, I'm not necessarily "depressed", and I don't seek out attention from females, or anyone else for that matter. To be honest i hate that. Granted, the only time i got a ton of it was when I used to play baseball and soccer, two things I was actually really good at at one point. But even then, I didn't like even the slightest bit of attention for anyone outside of the 3 people I genuinely cared about. It's not even you, or anyone else in particular, I guess I just don't understand why people want/seek attention from people they don't care about, much less know at all. I know you don't care about some random person's opinion, much less any of ours, not that you should. I am talented and good at what i do, even if it's just playing music or photography. I'll be the first to admit I'm not the best, but I know I'm good enough for what I would want out of it.
But you are right about one thing, though. I'm not happy, and I haven't been since probably last summer or so. It's not that i hate my life, or anything else, I just don't genuinely care about hardly anything anymore. I don't even get excited about photographing concerts anymore, which is the closest thing to being "successful" that I've gotten. I still enjoy playing drums, and I write lyrics occasionally, but I've all but given up on trying to start a band. I was actually just offered to audition for some hard rock/metal band out of orlando called Dark Summer (stupid name, but regardless..). They're putting out their debut full length album next month, and will be playing a festival with Rise Against, Hollywood Undead, Killswitch Engage etc in Orlando, followed by going on a 2 week tour up the East coast. But i declined the offer to audition, for two reasons. One, I just don't genuine want it, at least not like this. I want to write and perform the stuff I've written, I don't want to end up just being some session/touring guy, essentially. Idk. Two, because their music does nothing for me, and I can't settle for anything.
I know a couple guys on here recommend just saying fuck it and go somewhere I haven't before, try something different and such. But like I said, there's really nothing out there that I genuinely want bad enough to really do anything for it. I'm just in a constant state of indifference, /shrugs.
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