So last night I sat down and watched the ufc by myself and did a lot of thinking. After putting everything together iv decided Nola's advice is probably the way to go. I'm gonna take the next two years, quit drinking so Michu, and save all the money I can so I can pursue a career I really want. Don't get me wrong I love my job and the people, but it's just not what I want to do. I'm gonna spend the next 6 months writing as much material as I can and then start some open mic nights. There isn't a lot of opportunities for it here in agar but I'm going to find them. Then after that Iv thought about maybe taking a train to Chicago once a month and doing as many open mic nights there until I feel comfortable i feel comfortable on stage and have some serious material wrote. Once I feel comfortable with that I'm going to take an opportunity to move somewhere where there is a real scene, get a shitty job of there, and really take a chance at doing what I love. Somewhere like La or Denver, maybe New York. Somewhere with enough clubs to where you can get up on stage as much as possible.
Dude, when you come through Chicago let me know. I will be happy to come show my support.
I feel like such a fucking idiot for being this mad. idk. I can't sleep, but i don't know how else to occupy myself.
What happened now?
Before you assume anything, this has absolutely nothing to do with some new girl, or the one I've been talking with. It's just other dumb bullshit. I mostly feel fucking stupid because I can't stop thinking about it/her.
I feel like such a fucking idiot for being this mad. idk. I can't sleep, but i don't know how else to occupy myself.
What happened now?
Before you assume anything, this has absolutely nothing to do with some new girl, or the one I've been talking with. It's just other dumb bullshit. I mostly feel fucking stupid because I can't stop thinking about it/her.
>nothing to do with girl >"i cant stop thinking about her"
I feel like such a fucking idiot for being this mad. idk. I can't sleep, but i don't know how else to occupy myself.
What happened now?
Before you assume anything, this has absolutely nothing to do with some new girl, or the one I've been talking with. It's just other dumb bullshit. I mostly feel fucking stupid because I can't stop thinking about it/her.
>nothing to do with girl >"i cant stop thinking about her"
:-|
I specific "new".
But yeah, I feel like a fucking idiot still, so i guess very little (if anything at all) has changed.
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I'm down but only cause I don't forget my roots. No cameras doe I can't be seen with losers
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>"i cant stop thinking about her"
:-|
But yeah, I feel like a fucking idiot still, so i guess very little (if anything at all) has changed.
"it" being the situation.
I don't really drink/get drunk, but for some reason right now it's starting to seem more appealing.
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