Speaking of insecurities, my best friend needs to get her shit together. She's dating one dude that lives maybe 40-50 minutes away. But she's cheated on him 3 times with a guy that used to be married to or just this girl I knew in hs for a long time and has two kids with her. She doesn't know what to do and I tell her the same shit I always tell her when she tells me shit like this.
Shit's cray but since she's a 'born again christian' I blame god
I used to be, admittedly, but it's not that bad anymore.
Honestly, I'm just fucking frustrated. The simple truth is that I want Allison, I'd take her over Ellen in a second, no hesitation. Just frustrated at having to wait for Allison, as apposed to Ellen just being ready to go whenever. And truthfully I fucking hate myself for even looking at it that way. I don't mind putting in the effort for her, but it's been a nonstop "what if" thing back and forth for fucking months.
TLDR: I probably won't ever mess with ellen, I'll just keep trying with allison even though I know I have like maybe 20% of a chance of it working out because feelings are fucking stupid.
Just remembered this time I went to ride somewhere with my friend and I left my wallet in his house. I walk back in the house and his half pit big ass dog is standing on this tiny 2x2 foot ottoman and looks back at me like "oh....i didn't expect anybody to see me... I just wanted to know what it's like up here"
Don't know why it made me laugh so hard but I couldn't access this site for some reason so I tried going through Google (obviously worked) but here are the suggestions you get when typing this into google
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Shit's cray but since she's a 'born again christian' I blame god
Honestly, I'm just fucking frustrated. The simple truth is that I want Allison, I'd take her over Ellen in a second, no hesitation. Just frustrated at having to wait for Allison, as apposed to Ellen just being ready to go whenever. And truthfully I fucking hate myself for even looking at it that way. I don't mind putting in the effort for her, but it's been a nonstop "what if" thing back and forth for fucking months.
TLDR: I probably won't ever mess with ellen, I'll just keep trying with allison even though I know I have like maybe 20% of a chance of it working out because feelings are fucking stupid.
/end pointless rambling
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