It's not that life sucks here. It's actually been pretty great the last 6-8 months. It's just Iv hardly left here my whole life and I feel like I shouldn't be tied down to one place. I don't know, like one day I'm pretty happy, the next im an emotional wreck. Probably just need to take a few weeks off and go deep into the woods or something and come back readjusted.
Iv also felt like I should go to the Amazon and do ayahuasca too. Maybe that would help me get on the track of where I need to go.
I guess the root of my problem is I want to grow out of my shell of being an insecure, shy person, and I know the best way to do that is to put yourself in uncomfortable positions and challenge yourself so I guess im just thinking to the extreme. Like I can feel that I'm capable of great things. I just can't seem to figure out how to get there. Or even get it started for that matter.
Actually attending concerts within your city would be a decent start. It's obviously uncomfortable for you, given your track record.
I forget what was going on but i remember i was busy. I'm always busy faggot. I'v hit you up like 5 times just to get the cold shoulder and the blue balls [-(
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smoked a j now I'm Finna work on some bits Iv been meaning to finish but have been putting off \m/
finna watch this this slash myles kennedy thing. It's the goat
MEMES DOE!!!!!!1!!!!!11!
Still don't think you're going though [-(
my face when the first time i meet jay i might be tripping