Feeling so sick from the stress of the past hour. I feel like I'm going to puke.
Britt >:D< I hope everything gets better and that you feel better.
It probably won't be better until I go back to school. But thanks. >:D< My dad just basically told me I'm a useless piece of shit that he sees going nowhere in life. That it's my job to fix my sister's mental problems and convince my brother to go to college, even though my dad wants me to drop out. I'm just so tired of this shit. I wish I could find somewhere else to live when I'm not at school, but sadly it's not feasible. I just had an asthma attack and have a headache on top of it all. He's yelling at me about how my job doesn't pay me shit yet he told me to put in my two weeks. I just asked my brother and sister to make sure my dad's drinking doesn't get worse when I'm away since we now have a liquor store on the corner, they're response "Not my problem", "I don't care". I'm just so tired of this.
Feeling so sick from the stress of the past hour. I feel like I'm going to puke.
Britt >:D< I hope everything gets better and that you feel better.
It probably won't be better until I go back to school. But thanks. >:D< My dad just basically told me I'm a useless piece of shit that he sees going nowhere in life. That it's my job to fix my sister's mental problems and convince my brother to go to college, even though my dad wants me to drop out. I'm just so tired of this shit. I wish I could find somewhere else to live when I'm not at school, but sadly it's not feasible. I just had an asthma attack and have a headache on top of it all. He's yelling at me about how my job doesn't pay me shit yet he told me to put in my two weeks. I just asked my brother and sister to make sure my dad's drinking doesn't get worse when I'm away since we now have a liquor store on the corner, they're response "Not my problem", "I don't care". I'm just so tired of this.
I wish I could find somewhere else to live when I'm not at school, but sadly it's not feasible.
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"That's another thing I love about metal, it's so fuckin' huge yet certain people don't even know it exists." - Rob Zombie
Is there something wrong with the internet tonight or does it just hate me. Facebook is screwing up for me, I have to fight with it for it to work. My adobe flash player says "content not supported" when I try and watch vids on their website...most vids on the mobile app aren't supported. Google+ will only work if I lool at my "wall"...i try and look at my profile and it either says I need Java or takes me straight to google.com. Like wtf?
WakeOfAshesPosts: 21,665destroyer of motherfuckers
So just as usual everything that was good for me got fucked up because of other people having an issue with me. I got my hours at Denny's cut from 33 to 8 and I couldn't pay my rent, my roommate's not understanding this 1. Moved out and 2. told me I needed to find 300 dollars I didn't have within a day, and now I'm the bad guy because I don't have a job, computer, phone, or anything entertainment wise. I pawned my guitar, amp, ps3, and what was left of my computer for about 40 dollars total and now I am the bad guy, I deserve to die and hopefully I'm dead after I drink myself to death. Fuck it all.
jesus christ. This sucks.
Why did your hours get cut, and what happened to that whole selling knifes thing?
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I'm sorry >:D< >:D< >:D<
Doesn't help that I now share a room with my deranged sister.
Also, tumblr doesn't want to work for me either
Why did your hours get cut, and what happened to that whole selling knifes thing?