Lol here we go wit the hipster shit. I'm done. Glad you know my entire life so well nigga. Go be a therapist, you could make mills telling sorry ass niggas all about their own lives.
And lol @ confidence is a facade. So there's no one that's truly confident. Right. There's no one that truly thinks they're perfect, but true confidence is knowing your faults and not giving a shit about them. I have a big ass forehead and gap teeth, I over think everything and turn simple shit into overly complex situations, I'm highly critical of myself and never think I'm doing my best, to apply this to lifting, I'll hit a new PR, and be happy as fuck, but it's only temporary, I'll go and watch a 500 Lb. Deadlift video after doing a 200 Lb. Deadlift and be like "Man I'm a pussy lifting bitch weight.". I could go on and on, but through all of it, it doesn't bother me a fucking bit. I fucking love myself and fully accept any and all faults, and wouldn't wanna be anyone else. That's why I laugh when y'all, especially Catz, try and use my forehead as an insult. Yea, I have a fivehead, YOU DON'T SAY? I'm not gonna get offended or be like the fat fuck that says "I'm just big boned.", and deny it. That, "my friend", is true confidence. Try and learn it wit your pathetic ass.
Lol wow you're a fucking faggot. I'm done. I won't question your all knowing presence anymore, God. Forgive me for my sins, God.
I could seriously get farther discussing rocket science wit Catz, while both of us are fucking slapped. A successful takeoff would even be more likely.
its easy to make yourself sound good on a computer but i think theres more behind it than i can obviously prove.. like i said you will never admit it its like me saying to someone I think your lonely.. all you would have to type is OMG what are you talking about your such a faggot I love every minute of every day just please stop you dont know what your talking about.. then i look dumb see how easy that is? and you being 'confident' to be ok with yourself is prob not that bad, its better than being depressed but I still dont think your honest with yourself.. saying to yourself that your music and shit is the best stuff ever all the time almost seems like your trying to convince yourself of this.. that to me seems like where your confidence lies.. if i just keep telling myself something enough itll just be beat into my brain
Sorry, when have I ever said my Music is the best ever? All my major influences fucking destroy anything I've made. I'll say "This is the best shit I ever wrote.", and I fail to see where the negativity is in that, or any lying. That's how I SHOULD feel. I should keep topping myself. If I keep writing, and I still ain't better than 2 years ago, or still haven't made a better track than that one I dropped 2 years ago, then something is wrong and I should fucking quit. Sorry that you can't personally identify wit self improvement.
I will fully admit that I struggle with confidence because I am honest with myself.. i truly dont think your honest with yourself at all.. I dont need to change the way I talk every year or two I know who I am and I know what I am all about.. I know my struggles and I know my strong points.. you have alot of learning to do my friend..confidence is a total facade, some of the most confident people I know are sad shells of people.. some of the girls I know that are all Bitchy and could shit on a bunch of people and are really good at it cant stand themsleves at night.. the things you admire imo are the things that are dangerous and not important in life.. materialistic, slefish, over confident, uncaring, unloving are not very good things to proud of.. i may be over critical but I know that im a good friend a good boyfriend and a good son at the end of the day.. and all the confidence in the world wont effect that
spread sunshine and love my brother....not hate and fear
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Drink bleach, and have a nice night.
if thats the case then i guess im just as confident as you
I could seriously get farther discussing rocket science wit Catz, while both of us are fucking slapped. A successful takeoff would even be more likely.
i agree fuck that shit
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Metal Alliance
already this year...
Lol stick to drinking bleach boi.
spread sunshine and love my brother....not hate and fear
And its KILLING me i will miss Devin